And through the darkness I found his gaze.
seen from United States
seen from United Kingdom

seen from United States

seen from Malaysia

seen from United Kingdom
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from China
seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from Russia
seen from United States
seen from Türkiye

seen from Singapore
And through the darkness I found his gaze.
wish I was able to go on T so I could do stuff like wear clothes that fit and put on eyeliner sometimes and talk to strangers and have hair any length i want without the crippling fear of being misgendered
Transboy Problem #1
Me: Today is going to be a great day! I feel finally feel comfortable, and masculine enough to pass! My chest looks flat! Yay!
Dysphoria: Bitch, you thought.
tmw you’re slowly coming out publicly and some fucker in french goes “oh yeah of course *** uses the neutral word for here instead of the girl one.” do people not realize how fucked up it is to say shit like that? jesus fuck i came to this class to speak french not to want to kick ass but if it comes to it by the end of this year i can try to do both
I refuse to let the fact that I get misgendered every second of every day, get to me. I refuse to turn into a bitter lil person who flips out on anyone who uses the wrong pronouns.
Transboy Problmes
When FedEx loses your dick
We need to write an essay about teen pregnancy for english class and since we only got two guys in our class, everyone (except for them) has to write how they would handle their own pregancy and since the guys gotta do something too they have to write how they would act if their gf got pregnant and i swear to god i'm so gonna out myself bc i'm gonna write the guys version since imagining myself getting pregnant is making me physically sick
T is officially not gonna get approved on insurance, so I asked to have it moved to a pharmacy where it costs $30 less out of pocket (cuz I don't have enough for what they were asking) thinking I could just go get it today, only to find out the person who said switch it and I'll drive you there suddenly can't. fucking. drive me there today (for reasons that are entirely not his fault which is actually worse cuz now I'm mad with nothing to be mad AT)
so now, if I'm LUCKY, I'll be getting it tomorrow, a full week after when I was supposed to start