this was probably the hardest spell i've had to cast so far. not only was it mentally demanding, but i also physically struggled with my body freezing of fear and pain.
transmutation spell - leave behind the bad memory and transmute it into good things: abundance of money, protection, and glamour (bc why tf not?).
set up three plates - main plate holding the salt arrow that would transmute from bad to good. the left plate holding black candle will absorb and banish the bad. the right plate holding white candle will cleanse the good.
lit both candles starting with the black candle. then i wrote on one piece of paper what i was letting go and burnt on black candle, and wrote what i wanted to welcome and burnt on white candle. spread the ashes of each paper around their respective candles.
i know that i will need to do this spell a few more times before it really becomes effective, not just because it's my first time trying it, but the memory i am leaving behind is so horrific that it will take a lot of magic to work.













