Little bit of hope...
This morning I decided to have breakfast with my younger sister, something we’ve honestly never done before (just us). And we had a very nice discussion. I still struggle with the fact that I want to come out but am afraid to do so. Anyway, I broke out the courage to talk to her about orientation. I learned that my sister considers herself to bisexual. I was extemely happy to learn that because that opened up our discussion about my orientation. I also consider myself bi which I told her, but I did not uncover my belief about being trans. Likely because I have not told my SO. I did however throw in a trans hypothetical situation and received good vibes from my sister which makes me happy in case I decide to come out soon. Ugh. The struggle.