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Your number one person treats you worse than secondary and tertiary people in their life
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It’s sad when...
Your number one person treats you worse than secondary and tertiary people in their life
Asked my bf to get off the computer (since he's on it literally all day every day) and spend today cuddling with me, watching movies, and talking, and just enjoying each other and he tells me no....He's on it when I go to work, he's on it when I get home, he's on it when I go to sleep.... Like I seriously come home, go in our room and there he is playing on the computer...when I ask him to go to bed with me he says no because he’s on the computer.....Three years to be treated like this? When do I get any time? And why do I deserve to be treated like this???? Why is bs like this acceptable when you’re in a relationship???????
Its not fair...
Now noticing what all those guys did to me, fucked with my head. I just can't trust any guys or get close. When i start to, i start to push them away. My walls are up and i don't let them in. I want to but I'm scared and hiding. I've been hurt one to many times and just don't want it to happen again. I fall to easily got guys and they tend to be bad boys, then i get fucked up and they don't care. Its not fair at all. I've always tired so hurt and all i get is future trust issues and a fucked up head. I've always be shy around guys but now I'm awkward and trying less. I don't want things end up like any of the others. I just want to be happy, is that to much to ask for?