Jul 13
i fucking hate this so much. why do i care? i shouldn’t. this should be easy. it should be fine. but i am not. and you are. and i hate it. i want to hate you so bad. please give me the reason to hate you.
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i fucking hate this so much. why do i care? i shouldn’t. this should be easy. it should be fine. but i am not. and you are. and i hate it. i want to hate you so bad. please give me the reason to hate you.
everyday i have to sit with feeling like i wasn’t enough for you and while that’s not true— fuck do it feel that way. brain needs to be nicer to me rn 😩
the withdrawal is real. all this longing without nowhere to go 🙃🧿 time to create something cause 😩😩😩
idk if it’s my level if directness/honesty or my pattern recognition that be off putting to men— but honestly, not terrible either 😂
another day passes and i let go a little more. you were never gonna be more, grow more, try more and that’s okay. everything ain’t for everybody.
god my skin and siren scream for you. what the actual fuck 🙄😩
unraveling myself from you is more difficult than i anticipated but it will be done.
time to smoke and then sew!