#trickiness

[pxssagat]

HOLED COMPUTERS

[somecallmekevlar]

Project Tricky

It’s tricky…’stuff’, isn’t it? And of late I’ve been noticing indeed just how tricky stuff can be. Stuff isn’t new - at university, such was my frustration with accumulating the mental variety (fears, anxieties, irrationality), when the student house I was living in was empty I might do the following:  Stand in the middle of it - so as to fill as much of it as possible with my immediate future venting - and just *YELL*.

It wasn’t a great time, but I got the idea from the film Garden State, and surprisingly it was a pleasing therapeutic release. Highly recommended, if you can get away with it.

When I was at school I used to ignore all sorts of stuff by reading. Big scary stuff was trivialised with my nose in a book. And the sharp corners of small (but surprisingly troubling teenage issues) I used to try to pillow…to file and shave to smoothness with a few verses. Or a rambling mess/scribbled phrase. I used to work through all sorts of stuff while writing, not just my homework. And it’s the writing I’ve not really been doing much of. Not of the ‘What If I Just Trust Myself and Try Something? sort, anyway. 

Well, I’m going to  trust myself. Tricky stuff has landed me with an idea for a book. A book I’d quite like to work on and submit to Unbound. So I’m going to try and do that. I have a classy portmanteau title, and a premise to match. And…well, let’s see what happens. Because tricky stuff can often be helped by creativity. And because there’s a younger me wholly unimpressed by my level of output.  K

[amorphous-me-blog]

Good one Radiohead, making your CD case so hard to open. It's your fault it snapped.

[alifeillusioned-blog]

Do you love me?

Because if you do then things might get a little tricky. Because I love you too, and even though I want to be with you, I just Can't. I don't know why, But I do know I don't know why I'm with you And if I don't know why I'm with you Then I shouldn't be with you.