#trickytheclownfictive

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2 messages in one coming from sysmates for valentines day(: (1st one is from a headmate that wants to stay unnamed, 2nd one coming from a fictive)

hi dad(: im not signing off on this with my actual name but if youre reading this with tricky's message right under mine then you probably know its me. just wanted to wish you a happy valentines day, and that i love you lots(: thank you for being my dad, and for letting me be your son. i love you!! -stardust

hi moonlight!!!!! happy valentines day, i love you so so much and im so so happy that i get to be with you. you mean the world to me and im so happy that i get to be yours. lots of kisses coming your way!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ -tricky the clown, madness combat fictive (#🌐)

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thinking abt back home. thinking abt when i would get back to base after a rough mission covered in blood and my boyfriend would be there to just. hold me. it was rough back home. it was so violent and cold and dirty and bloody but it was home.

sometimes when hank and i were out getting supplies from abandoned stores i would find something scented, mostly shampoos but once or twice i found a perfume i really liked, so i stole that. it was scented like vanilla and oranges (: i didnt wear it often, only during some date nights i had with them, and i dont know if it was ever noticeable.

they brushed my hair sometimes, when it was more manageable. i'd be sitting on the floor in front of them and they'd be on the bed or couch behind me combing my hair. sometimes i'd fall asleep and when i'd wake up my hair would be braided and they'd be asleep next to me in bed. i miss falling asleep in bed with them. i miss having their warmth next to me, i miss listening to their heartbeat while i slept. i never had a heartbeat, not after i was killed for the first time, so it was nice hearing theirs. it felt like it was beating for me.

idk. just thinking abt home.

-tricky the clown, madness combat fictive [#🌐]

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Anonymous asked:

ITS FUNNY BEING A TRICKY THE CLOWN FICTIVE AND HAVING YOUR HOST ALSO KIN YOU. LIKE YEAH THAT'S LITERALLY ME BUT AT THE SAME TIME MY HOST KINS SOURCE ME. ITS KINDA FUNNY! SOMETHING WE CAN BOND OVER I GUESS ^_^

-TRICKY THE CLOWN (MADNESS COMBAT FICTIVE BUT I GUESS THIS COULD BE TAGGED AS KIN AS WELL?? IDK!)

party note please dont use all colored text it's very hard to read for me and other people. thank you.

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its been about 3 months since ive found my boyfriend hank. its been the happiest 3 months of my life. they're my soulmate, my other piece, the light of my life and my favorite person in the world.

i hate being in this body. im so much weaker than i used to be back in nevada. i cant walk without feeling like the bones in my leg are splintering and stabbing jnto my muscle. i need a cane to walk now, but back home i was able to shrug off losing a whole leg and wear a too tight prosthetic and still kick ass. im so scared that one day i wont be able to get back up.

but even when i get scared hes there for me. hes been so patient with me and i never want to let him go. even if my mind wont let me believe he loves me 100%, i know in my heart he does and i dont doubt it for even a second. i just wish i could believe it all the time.

hank, if youre reading this (you might be), thank you so much for looking for me last year. i dont know what i would have done without you. thank you for being a shoulder for me to cry on, thank you for loving me, thank you for letting me love you. youre the light of my life, my sun moon and stars, and i never want to let go again.

- talia/tricky the clown, madness combat fictive (🎪🌐)

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