I don't feel like myself in every way possible anymore i don't have the desire to do anything anymore i'd rather just sit in my room and stay by myself than force my self to do anything that i don't desire to do anymore. i'm sick and I'm not getting better or at least it doesn't feel like it. i want to talk but i don't at the same time. everyday more and more i am slowly detaching myself and sinking back into that depression and I'm not sure how much i can give before i go back to who i was. i don't wanna cut myself again i just want to be alone, in my own company. i hate being in pain that i don't enforce upon myself, i hate that my body is shutting down like this because of the freaking marfans. i dont wanna start a "support group' FOR TEENS LIKE ME WHO HAVE MARFANS, i don't wanna "connect" because they think they feel they same way i do, NO ONE KNOWS HOW I FEEL. so no.