#trina rants

[starfire003]

Y'all, I'm really REALLY fucking tired.

But, I guess I'll keep on keepin on.

[dumbassbiinlove]

I hate instagram because I saw a post about how this person was complaining about how now one wants to date skinny people and they get made fun off because "thicc" is the new thing. And I have never been so offended because skinny people don't have to worry about constantly losing weight in order to dodge sicknesses and to stay healthy. Skinny people don't have to worry about being made fun of and called names like fatty and walrus. Skinny people don't have to worry about people giving them looks and whispers where ever they go. They don't have to worry about people looking at them in disgust when ever they wear crop tops and miniskirts. They don't have to worry about not being able to shop at certain stores because they don't sell your sizes and/or the stores that do don't sell the clothes you want in your size. Skinny people don't have to worry about getting thigh rashes or swollen feet because the new shoes you bought last month don't fit. Skinny people don't cry every night about how they wish they were prettier and how they may never have a spouse because of their weight and how hard it is to lose. Skinny people don't have to worry about people making fun of them or not having representation on television or even going to school without people staring at you.

Tldr; Skinny people may have problems but not as many as people who are overweight like I am, and more people want to date skinnier people than not!!

[starfire003]

Adulting is dumb

Adulting is dumb

ADULTING IS DUMB

Went to the dentist, got a filling replaced (this is left over from last month's broken tooth) had an actual exam, and I need 4 more fillings. 🙄

Also the novicane is wearing off and my jaw hurts, but that's the least annoying thing happening today.

My stove is on the fritz. One burner is dead, one reaches plasma like temps and the other two are kinda meh about life. I put in my maintenance request that got kinda filled but I was never informened about what the fix was so when I get a survey from my property management company yesterday I kinda sorta (read: really) flipped and vented my spleen a little. Angry!starfire is rather eloquent in her writing and it's AMAZING.

Four hours later, I get an apology text from my apartment manager and a notification that I would be getting a new stove.

I just want to mention this is the same woman who sent a text AND an email to all tenants about a missing pair of AirBuds, but I guess a new stove doesn't warrant that same type of communication. 🤷🏿‍♀️

The only good things to happen today is that @petals-to-fish wrote an ADORABLE Jily fic and I picked up my copy of Kingdom Hearts 3, so Disney is currently my happy place.

Where's the aspirin?

[starfire003]

So at times I'm sick of people and their "motivational" words of wisdom.

Like I get it, you are trying to have a positive outlook on life and that's fantastic.

BUT.

I need you to acknowledge that not everything is sunshine and roses for some folks and some of us can't fake sunshine and roses because life at times happens to SUCK beyond all belief. Sometimes, I need to have my pity party, other times I have to rage out and scream into the void, and maybe after that I'll sob my eyes out because I'm sick and tired of the universe conspiring against me.

And the after all of that maybe, just maybe then I can be optimistic and see the bright side but I am ENTITLED TO GO THROUGH MY EMOTIONS. So stop telling me otherwise.

Happiness is work.