Oct 21, 2012
I miss Derek...
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I miss Derek...
We're as diff|erent as can be I've noticed you're remarkably R~e~l~a~x~e~d~
And I'm overly UPTIGHT We balance out Each o t h e r nicely
You wear sandals in the s|n|o|w In mid-july I still feel cold We're o-p-p-o-s-i-t-e-s in every way But I can't resist it when you say
HELLO. How are you My Darling Today?
For Derek
D--...for Nora, and for my own sanity, I didn't love you either. When you dated Kendra, and Sally, and Emily, and countless other girls...I didn't love you. I just didn't feel so well. Stomach bug going around or something. A bug no one else had. Stubborn as I am, I held out until the last possible second. When you ran out of my dorm, i didn't really feel like I was punched. Or like I wanted to chase you. I was just tired. It was the last second, when you had to go open your stupid mouth and say you loved me like the idiot you are and ruin four years of hard work trying to hate you-- I caved. I love you. And it is amazing and it sucks and I am enjoying it and I have impossible guilt. And fear. I was in English class yesterday, and my teacher said that when you say you want passion, you don't mean good sex. Passion is literally defined as suffering. It means that when you're with that person, suffering with them by your side is so much better than living a simple, uncomplicated, contented life without them. That the pain is worth it. Even feels good by comparison. That's what I feel with you. ...heh. And you say you've become the sappy one. Hah.
Wish I didn't have to get up.
D's still asleep and he's so warm and he's smiling a little and I just--ugh. Don't want to leave. Maybe I'll slip back in after my test. ...yeah. I will.
Did we just reblog that at the exact same time?
Yeah get over here.
tripledforderek replied to your post: //I feel like since we're discussing werewolves everyone should know I met Tyler Posey today and he's a gift
ooc: I’m so jelly right now.
We took a forward facing camera iphone picture together like buddies and he wrote I was the "best Lydia ever!" when he signed for me ;~;
It was a perfect experience. He's so nice. And truly cares about things people say. I was like "So I'm Lydia today" and he was like
"YEAH! I WAS ABOUT TO SAY! I SAW YOU DURING THE PANEL, AND I THOUGHT 'THAT LOOKS JUST LIKE LYDIA!'"
Yelling. Excitedly. He's lovely.
//I feel like since we're discussing werewolves everyone should know I met Tyler Posey today and he's a gift
Kind of really excited for tonight.
About to head in to class. I could do with less outfit changes? But today should be fun.
Aside from Western Civ. I can't stand my professor. He's good looking but that's pretty much it. He's bored, wants to be there less than the students do, miserable, and frankly I think he's a sexist pig. Ugh.
To D and Sam? Good luck. See you guys tonight.