Still waiting to meet that one person who understands me and understands my emotional vibe, but maybe that will never happen, and maybe that means God wants me to understand myself, and at this point in my life, that is all I need to be doing to gain clarity in how I should go forward into the future that God has waiting for me, rather than one a man wants to manipulate me into under his "guidance" aka control. A man gets his way at the end of the day...that's the world we live in. I've made it clear I don't want online relationships with a man, yet men only approach me that way...virtually. I've made it clear I only want relationships in real life, but a man making excuses will say, trust to be built in a world that doesn't even exist but in our minds...a world where there is no trust but only virtual lies. Trust me without seeing me or hearing me or knowing me...yeah, well, that's asking a lot, buddy...too much actually.
