#growth ... I remember last year at the #stellarawards it really meant something to me to be on lists for industry parties, events, breakfasts, exclusive events. This year the show has ended and I'm EXHAUSTED for a quick second I felt the pressure to go to events, rub elbows and get cool pics. But then I realized I've been running and running and hadn't had alone time with my God. I enjoyed the celebration of people who should be honored but I can say I 100% am real free from any validation that award shows or industry parties can provide. The deeper I know God, the less the platforms He puts me on mean. The less human recognition means and all the more understanding how much I ONLY need him. Saying this to say... #goodnight #truthisimtired