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Remember, arguments are not dead ends in relationships. If they are handled correctly, they expose the hurt to healing and provide you with an avenue leading towards a better version of yourself and a deeper connection with the one you love.
We’re slowly growing apart and the saddest thing about it is I’m not doing anything
Truth she told
The next time an argument surfaces in your relationship or outside of it, take a moment and ask yourself….what does this remind me of? What about it makes me uncomfortable? What am I fighting for? I guarantee you that in almost every argument, if you look hard enough, you’ll see that you are reliving an old situation and fighting for different results.
We often secretly become frustrated with ourselves for allowing ourselves to be so vulnerable. So, in short, we argue to protect ourselves, because the hurt little boy or little girl hiding inside of us all, refuses to get hurt anymore.
We argue for one main reason. Whether a situation in our past left us broken, abandoned, abused, disappointed, or even neglected, we have all been hurt in some way. When we fall in love, the person we fall in love with has access to every fiber of who we are and that gives them the power to hurt us even more than anyone else ever has.
"Human beings are fundamentally story people. They feed on narrative. They understand reality via narrative. It’s hardwired in them. If they can’t comprehend something, they invent a spirit, a ghost, an angel, a demon, or, above all, a God to account for it. So, rather than an abstract, scientific and philosophical account of how we came to exist, most of us prefer something that says: Who made us? God made us. He created the world in six days, and on the seventh he rested. So we too should rest on the seventh day. And thus we have a nice little narrative. Nothing complex. Nothing that stretches the brain cells. Nothing that baffles us or makes us fearful. Everything is OK. God is on top of it all. God is looking after us.
All systems of mind control are based on the control of the narrative. The Old World Order have hitherto controlled schools, religions, governments, corporations, advertising and the media to ensure absolute control of what “story” is given to the public. Every day you are fed the controlling narrative of the Elite. You accept it totally, even when you think you aren’t. The moment you realise you have escaped is one of the most disturbing of your life. Why? Because you no longer believe a single thing that anyone in authority says to you. NOTHING AT ALL. You see right through all the stories they spin. You understand the “code” of their narrative. You see how everything is designed to forward their agenda and promote their wealth and power. What is “good”? Answer – everything associated with the Elite. What is “bad”? – everything else. You too can be good if you do everything the Elite tell you to do. If you oppose them then you are bad, a criminal, an enemy of the state.
All other narratives are marginalized, attacked, discredited or simply ignored. If necessary, the full weight of the propaganda machine is brought against them. These counter narratives are never given a chance to flourish. So they go underground. Or they suffer a worse fate – they are sanitised and commercialised and they become part of the narrative of the Elite."
~ Michael Faust, 'Abraxas: Beyond This and Evil'
kissing somebody else will not take the pain away it will only make it worse but in that split second it just feels like hers
somebody else