#tryingtobeme

[yourlivingdeadboy]

fair warning if i dont post for a while I havent been me i guess. ive been struggling. ive already deleted my snapchat, and i might delete everything else too idk yet. I need time to try to figure out whats wrong and why i feel so shitty. i havent been the best person recently and honestly its hurting me. i feel like crap cuz idk what to do but ill figure out something. #trying #needabreak #tryingtobeme #needtorelax #needtime #igotthis #hopefully

[blurranium-blog]

And I see them all,

 with a mocking eye, 

living day after day, 

pretending to be people they are not, 

doing things they care the least about, 

and it kills me, 

Because everytime I try to be me, 

they just laugh and think, 

who is she to not sink

in the sea of normalcy.

[engrossedinhumanity]

id like to say "awake"

i live in a material world

yet everythings recorded on mental frame

rather than existing in movement

my stresses show through yet always i am asked

how the world turns instead of how we grasp on

as emotion turns to impatience i learn how to 

be alone

but Independence isnt always bliss