Honestly that line in the lastest Sanders Sides video where Thomas said he used to write about how he used to wonder when he was going to start liking girls hit me so hard. Me being pansexual I never wondered at a young age why I didn't like boys but I was very confused about why I never felt like a girl and I used to write about it in a little sky blue notebook I carried around with me sadly unlike Thomas I don't still have that journal even after my transition because I lost it in the move after my parents divorce but I still vividly remember and that line in the video just hit so close to home. I also remember being so scared about why I liked girls and that fear stayed with me even to today because of the fact that where I live that stuff isn't accepted and now even after my transition and realizing that me liking girls actually makes me straight the entire school still sees me as a girl so I have no hope making the school accept me dating a girl and me dating a boy makes the school think I'm lying about my sexuality so basically living here I will be judged no matter who I date and honestly that line that Thomas put in the video just meant so much of me and its not even the same boat but I understood the feeling and I don't think I will ever be able to say how much that one simple like meant to me
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