So I've started off the day really. Really. Shitty.
So my mom comes in this morning with her credit card and tells me to pull up the website so we can finish paying off my college tuition bill. It tells us that what we owe is like $1600, when last week, it told us we owed $600 something. So we completely freaked out. So all in all this morning, I learned that:
-All the financial aid and everything I've gotten (except for work study) has to be reapplied for at the end of the SEMESTER not the end of the year as we previously though.
-All of my loans are only for this semester.
-We thought we were paying for the fall and spring semester, when in actuality, my tuition bill was only for the fall semester.
I am gonna have to pay the same amount I've paid for this semester, next semester (assuming I can get another loan).
It's really just starting to seem alot easier if I just drop out of college. The amount that I'm having to pay, when compared with my money intake, is ridiculous.
And NOW, I'm having to go into the financial aid office to figure things out, without my mom, because she refuses to go with me. Hello anxiety attack number 7.
I'm really close to that edge, and I don't need to be. I am going to have SO much debt when I finally finish school, and basically, everything I earn, has to go into savings to pay off the damn loans before they get too much interest.
