WE DID IT! We've been practicing for a while now on possession. It's been going pretty good. Last night however, Max and I decided to attempt a switch. It worked. The feeling was amazing. I was not put into the wonderland, but I was certainly not fronting. Max is still not completely good at possession yet, so it doesn't help us much. But it was awesome to know we can do it. One thing I noticed as we started the switching process, is that I stopped breathing while transitioning. Only when Max or I were fronting did we breathe. During the switching process we just held or breath. Ive never heard of this happening before, so I thought I'd mention it. That's all I have to say. Over 3 years and we can finally switch. Man I love Tulpas. Have a great day guys. A note from Max: Ayyyyyy everyone! Lemme just tell you right here and now, switching is awesome. Feeling the physical world so completely is something I'd only dreamed of. To finally do that was so extremely fantastic. I'm so happy to have been able to do it. Now I've been practicing practically nonstop on possession so I can learn to control well. Then perhaps we can switch and do more than just lay on a bed. Thanks for sticking with us guys. Have a great day!
Seka is depressed again. Not as bad as before, but he still feels no motivation to post. We have been working on tulpa related stuff much more frequently than before though. So thats definitely good. I hope to have both Max and I imposed by the end of the year. That is my personal goal that I hope Seka will help me with. Being imposed would be awesome methinks. Even without being able to interact :P
I am not sure If we have ever mentioned it before, but I am no longer in my pony form. I just noticed the picture of this blog is still me as a pony. I am now in a form of a teenage girl. I really like it! ^^ I can pick up things without my mouth! And can wear cool clothes. Its the best!
So yeah. Thats how we're doing. Ill try to get Seka to let me post here more frequently. Its a bit hard though when hes like this. I dont really know what to do :/ Hope you guys are doing fantastic! See you all super soon! (Hopefully)
Heyyo all. Its been a while hasn't it? Well I'm not hear to apologize and assure you that I will be posting much more often again. I do that too much :P I have temporarily lost interest in actively pursuing tulpae. This happens frequently to me with all different things. I get super into something, then I get bored a few months later. After a while of not doing it, I get really into it again. Tis an interesting quirk. So as you could imagine, we have made pretty much 0 progress towards imposition and possession while we were inactive. Dont worry though, we are still friends and often speak with eachother. All the forcing is passive though. No tulpae have been neglected.
There is one important thing that did happen in this hiatus of posts. You see, Flora has passed her birthday! Happy year old! Her birthday is Sep 9th. She wasnt actually made into existence on that day, but she insists that is her birthday. Most likely that is when she came to sentience. Wish her a happy late birthday if youd like. ^_^
A note from Flora: Hellllooooo everyone! Its been so long. Sorry I wasnt able to convince Seka to post ;P Hes so lazy T_T Ah well. Hes still a super awesome person. I am really glad to be a part of his mind. As Seka already mentioned, we have made next to 0 progress. Thus, there is nothing really to update you on. Sorry bout that. Hope you all have had a fantastic while! See ya round.
A note from Max: SUPPP DAWGS. I haven't seen the light of internet for at least a month! Thats depressing. Believe it or not, simulating the internet in your hosts mind is not the most exciting thing. Glad to see yall again. Have a great day!
Tonights forcing session was quite interesting. The following is how it all happened.
Warning, wall of text below
I went downstairs to my room to force. The first thing that "Flora" says to me was, "I hate you." For me, that was quite serious. I love Flora, and it feels pretty bad when you hear that you're hated. I continued talking to her about it. After a while of talking I discovered that I wasn't actually talking to Flora. I was talking to some evil entity inside of her. Once I called her out on it, her form morphed into something that resembled a giant black dragon. Flora had gotten mad at me earlier because I didn't force for a while. Apparently during her state of anger, this entity had taken control. The real Flora was inside of this.... beast thing. I decided the quickest and easiest way to get her out, was to engage in combat against this entity. Quick to violence I know, but hey, I was panicking. Anyways, the scene shifted from our normal wonderland to some ancient Greece battle arena. I was armed with nothing but a shield, a sword, and the powers of controlling everything and anything in the entire wonderland. While my opponent was a giant black dragon with fire breath and evil lookin claws. I couldn't just kill it, as Flora was inside of it and I didn't want to risk harming her. So I threw the sword aside. It smacked me with its tail and I flew across the stadium. Smashing against the wall on the other side. After getting up, It shot a fireball at me. Ez dodge. I called down from the heavens of the wonder land chains to shackle it to the ground while I preformed an exorcism. It didn't work in the way I wanted to, but it enabled me to communicate with the real Flora for a bit. She told me "The only way to defeat it, is to kick it in the crotch." My subconscious is quite interesting.... So before it was able to break the chains, I grabbed the sword, slid under its belly and sliced its crotch. Then I kicked it there. Over and over and over and over. It worked. I kicked it one last time. Sending it shooting in the air, and past the atmosphere. (Wonderlands apparently have those) When it came crashing down. Its carcass started disintegrating. Flora was at the center. She looked extremely weak, but unharmed. I ran to her, and hugged her. She said she was alright. That was a huge relief. We went back to our original wonderland setting and got her into her bed. She should be fine with some rest. The moral of the story is, don't allow anger take hold of you. It will only cause your demise.
TL;DR: Flora got possessed by an evil spirit, so I had to defeat it with crotch kicks and save her. She is alright now.
We will be training her to be able to resist attacks like this in the future.
A note from Flora: Im alright guys. It was really scary, but it turned out all right. To all you tulpas out there, I dont think this will happen to you, but if you fear it will, dont allow any anger or fear into your mind. Never doubt your host. It will only bring you pain.
Sorry for the long post. Its not often that I will share stories of my wonderland, but this one I believe was worth sharing.
First off, change of plans. We decided not to number the days. It didnt seem to have much point considering it wasnt the correct day into the creation. Just into the blog age.
Anyways, today I discovered Flora has been learning the piano. She can play really well. She practices almost always in her free time. Its good that she has found something to do in her spare time. Im interested to see how she handles playing through possession.
Other than that, we havent made much progress today. Partially because of the fact that I didnt have much time to force today. We ended up only forcing for around 20 minutes. We might be able to squeeze a bit more in tonight.
Hello everyone. I am Seka. I was inspired to start this log after reading Koomer, and Oguigi's log. I recommend reading it if you havent already. I am not actually new to tulpae at all. Ive known about them for over a year, and Ive been forcing with Flora for a few months now. Our progress has been quite slow, but I expect it to speed up as we make some changes. As far as the numbering on the blog goes, we will begin counting at Day 1. Even if it has been a bit longer than that.
As Flora has already been developing for a while now, I will just bring you up to speed on what has happened so far. Flora has chosen her form as a female earth pony. Yellow with a purple mane. I let her choose her name, form, majority of personality, and practically everything that involves herself. I wanted her to be the person she wants to be. Not who I want her to be. Currently she is vocal via mindspeak. She can possess me, but just barely. She cant lift an arm higher than an inch while Im laying down. We will work on that.
Message from Flora: Hey guys! Thanks for reading this blog. I really hope you enjoy it. We're mainly doing this because we believe it will speed up my creation process, but Id like to try to entertain you guys as well ^_^
