#tuna rant

[cherrycat-blossom]

I found out how Monika's behavior is not a typical people pleaser but rather a martyr complex behavior. A trait where someone persistently carries out self sacrifing behavior. They prioritize other's needs before their own well being that will end up with them being very isolated and burnt out. They seek suffering or persecution as a way to feel “good” about themselves on a daily role, which means they did this more than how a normal person would

[chameshida]

One of the thing i become iffy most about the fanboy is that they usually value power over character development or thinking that power level climbing equals character development. This character is irrelevant because they’re so underpowered or useless or you know what screw that shit.

[cherrycat-blossom]

A little fun fact, a lot of my OC's fighting style is inspired by wild animals hunting methods/defend style

[cherrycat-blossom]

This is a serious question, please answer this whenever you have time and remember to not pressure yourself. The question is:

1. Are you ok if people want to make a interaction with your ocs in crackship/platonic way? Do we need permission first because crackship meaning A ship that is canonically implausible, bizarre, or humorous. so obviously it's not canon but still we need your opinion on this and your permission.

2. How do you do to avoid people misinterpretation your character in interaction?

That's all from me i hope your can answer this

Meow

1. I am okay with oc interactions, whether it's crackship, platonic or romantic. If for permission only if the ships wants to be canon, otherwise if it's just a silly or platonic interactions don't need my permission. My opinion on this is fine, I like ocs Interactions and I don't really feel any negativity upon this idea :3

2. What I do to avoid people misinterpreted them is, I advise you to read my OC's behavior carefully, in my posts about them there's a subtle hint on how they will act. If you understand personality psychology it's easier 😭 otherwise, if someone wants a detail on how they will act they can just dm me for any further info :))

[cherrycat-blossom]

There's probably a reason as to why esu chose Monika as the next headmaster right? Other than her being a school president I felt like there's something way deeper you hide from us about Monika/lh

There's a lot of stuff I hide about my OCs 😭 the reasons why is because one, I don't know if people care enough to take interests two, I'm not sure where to start 😞

But yes, the reasons as to why esu chose her to be the next headmaster is not because she's the school president. It is rather because ever since she entered the school she had been more standing out than most of her peers.

More about Monika's current self is that she is at the state of burn out, but because she is too tied to her responsibilities as a leader she constantly ignores her own feelings and puts others needs before her. She is personally very insecure whether she will make a great role model or not and this leads to her unconsciously bottling her negative thoughts. At some point of course she's gonna break down but this dedication of her to the leading role is what makes esu impressed by her.

There's more about Monika tho but i don't want to spoil too much waaa 😭

[chameshida]

can you vague about what the fic was, or what it got very wrong, you know, for the writers out there

Ho boi, I actually rather not because they seems to be popular ways to do it like I’ve seen a lot post with lot of notes that listed all the stuff that should have happened and most of it was ticked right out of my list. But you know what? that post is already kind of a vague venting I might as well venting it here to, even though I’m likely to get into trouble later. Please note that this all are not from the single fic and it definitely isn’t something “The writers out there should look out for” Because these are just stuff that iffy with me. It’s me, okay? It’s maybe just me.

also forgot that I should mentioned that I’m talking about Bleach fic ;w;

- Ichigo stays in Soul Society willingly. [Worse if Isshin stays too] Like I get it. Narrative-wise he should stay but god damn it at least make it so that it looks like the inevitable or sort of a sacrifice he has to make not just “Welp, life suck I gonna be with the death now” what the fuck? Ichigo.

-The friends are okay and supportive with Ichigo stays in SS willingly. Okay, Ichigo can be a dickhead and do that but like…have some consequence.

- Ishida and Ryuken magically reconciled on the spot. Quoting Ishida from one of my all time favourite fix-it(???not sure if counted) fic though not word by word; “Just a single arrow wouldn’t justified everything he had done” or something along that line. That fic probably handle post war Ishida the best. and I know not all Fix-it fic is Ishida-centric and be that focus on him, they probably just want to throw this out and be done with it but it’s just so Bizarre to see they reconciled that easily. 

-Ishida stays with the Quincy after the war willingly. Basically the same stuff I said about Ichigo.

-Not major thing but just a nitpicking, Post war Ishida function perfectly fine, like nothing had happened. I love Ishida okay? I think he deserved better but one of the think I insisted that really should happen is the consequence of him joining the enemy side, it can be variant from just guilt, PTSD, friends not fully forgive him or even death. I even think the canon Ishida actually suffering that consequence, even though a lot of you guys doesn’t seem to think it is.(Narita have mercy) 

- *deep inhale and pauses to recomposed herself* Ishi//nemu….after nemu died and turn into a child. Honestly I would kill Ishida with my bare hand if that’s path he choose.

-A fix-it fic took place after 686 or in between and treat Ichi///hime like a dirt. I don’t ship that ship, I kinda on the opposite side of shipping said ship but you know what. Both Ichigo and Orihime are good person and there’s a big different between a non perfect marriage with some hidden problem but they still love each other and “WHY ARE THEY EVEN COUple in THe firsT PLAcE, ICHIGO HATES ORIHIME IN ThIS, WTF!?” Another one of the fix-it fic I like is an Ichi//ruki fic, took places after 686 but it treated Ichi//hime respectfully, in fact those two are beautifully written I actually cried. A lot of fic actually do this right but there’re some that go for the later and it’s just upsetting, just don’t make them a couple in the first place, damnit!

- Basically 686 just changed it to the ship you like, like I would be iffy too if Ishihime happened but it jump right from that to this without good explanation.

-A fic that took time to fix the stories but everything stays the same like at the end, probably the one I’m okay with the most in the list(other than the Ishida nitpicking one) but just…it still feel like those weird time travel movie man where you’re like “We changed everything! and yet the ending is still the same”

[chameshida]

 Okay this might be “I died for the fiftieth time” talking but *inhale*

WHY IS IT THAT SIX STARS URYUs NEED MAYURI AND SZAEL  FOR UPGRADES!??????

SERIOUSLY, HE’S NO WHERE NEAR THE STRONGEST CHARACTER HE SHOULDN’T NEED A HARD ASS RAID LEVEL IN ORDER TO MAX OUT HIS CHARACTER??? I haven’t played Mayuri raid yet since I don’t have orange Uryu but I bet my money his level is going have poison pools too?? AND why associate him with THEM!? HE DON’T DESERVE THOSE FREAKS??? WHAT ABOUT HIS FRIENDS?? WHAT ABOUT ICHIGO??? His is a pretty straight forward level, I six star’ed Chad after Ishida and he’s already 100% now while I couldn’t get another Szael even if my life is depending on it.But seriously, WHY THEM???? GET MY CHILD AWAY FROM THOSE MONSTERS!!

I swear to god if his Lost Agent version’s lucky enough to be five star(which I doubt it)and still need them to max out his six I’m going to strangle someone.

[cherrycat-blossom]

It's silly how in trad arts I drew more male but in digital I drew more females