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๐ฒ|| A Set Of HC Asks I Lost Awhile Back ( Not Accepting. )
Six hates one person the most, and itโs not herself or Candle, itโs actually her mother.ย While she misses her mother, she also canโt stand her, and hates what she did. At first, when everything happened, she felt like everything had been her fault, like sheโd done everything wrong, and in many ways, she still feels that way. However as she grew older, she became bitter to what her dearest mother did to her, and realized that she could never change who she was born as. It wasnโt her fault she was the descendant, and it wasnโt her fault that sheโd been destined to open those ruins. At the end of the day, her mother left a young girl facing the world behind. A young girl once full of hope and happiness, determination and grit, all with a single, swift action was full of sadness, fear, and worry.
In terms of being a trainer, it is rare that Six is made to feel inferior. In terms of being a person, it happens more often than people realize, though sheโs gotten good at hiding it.ย People who are successful in overcoming themselves and are very able to show that make her feel down and outcast in a way. She pretends like it doesnโt bug her, but looking at people like Bede or Streli, she can instantly feel inferior. Despite Bede having gone through so much, heโs able to be there for his region as a successful gym leader, and he does his job well, even at his young age. With Streli, sheโs overcome incredible challenges in her life, and while Six may not know exactly what they are, she can see it. Itโs clear in the way the other carries herself, and she highly respects Streli. Despite feeling inferior, she hopes to one day not feel superior, but to feel as equals.
There are two things now that cause Six great deals of anxiety that she doesnโt wish to admit.ย One of those things is the large crowds gathering around her, being called a hero and such. When you feel like you donโt deserve it, it can cause you to start to panic when it happens too often, as if theyโre all telling themselves lies. Recently though, another source of her anxiety is her abilities. While they bring her genuine comfort and sheโs not entirely afraid to use them, she worries her lack of emotion will cause someone to get hurt by the flames, or that sheโll become a huge target because of what she can do.