Jul 2, 2025
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the funniest part of being asexual is doing the "Oh. Um, well I guess it's probably appealing if you're into that sort of thing" routine for basic sex.
"But Music", she said, "Music calms down my soul."
Today I made a decision to take a pause on social media such as instagram, twitter and facebook for a week.
My blog (tumblr), pinterest and things like email are fine.
I remember when Instagram was becoming popular and people were talking about it and using it. Being the me that I am, I wasn’t in the loop. I didn’t know what it was all about, but I wasn’t curious either.
Eventually, one day I found interest and signed up. I haven’t looked back since and I don’t regret it. I’m in my own world and naturally do things at my own pace.
But now I find myself opening the app and browsing. Going to the explore page, that internally annoys me when I see things that are trending and utterly uninteresting to me. It’s psychological that it’s almost as if I feel something mystical will appear if I keep re-opening the app, but I know that its deeper than that for me. I’ve never been moved with the herd, I wasn’t made that way.
I was just re-opening the app, as a means to in some way temporarily fill in the gap for something else that I knew wasn’t vacant.
The emotional voidance and company voidance.
It was the same with whatsapp, when it was becoming popular I vaguely remember and I had no idea about what it was. Again, eventually one day I signed up and found it ok but have never been a fan so I deleted it.
I’ve always appreciated traditional text message.
When netflix was all that people spoke about, I had no idea what it was.
I didn’t think to ask, because of my indifference. Until one day I went into a store called HMV and asked “excuse me, what’s netflix?”
He told me and then I one day experienced it for myself.
Things like instagram, facebook and twitter are things that I like. Some more than the other, but they are also someone’s product and a means for someone to make money off of.
I don’t want to be the result of someone’s product.
Nor do I want to be someone’s Product. If you don’t realise what these things are capable of doing to you, you become a product and become the gullable muse of systems doing. My eyes are open and they are staying open.
Shortly after making this decision.. I remembered these cupcakes that I used to make when I was little. Tom and Jerry cupcakes, I could just smell and taste the icing now.. That’s the sort of thing you could do without the linger of social media there.
You can live. You can bake.
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cheezbot is such an odd creature to me. Tumblr's very own pity-like homunculus.
This is so cool
ichika blood dribbling from mouth cg... so cute
the pleasant surprise tonight has been reading Unjust Depths up to 2.6. Very robust and enjoyable thus far. Not sure how we get to cannibalism from here.
back on our bullshit