Oct 31, 2022
“I’ve been turning around,
All these problems I found”
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“I’ve been turning around,
All these problems I found”
Zine is HERE!nn #zine #monochrome #filmphotography #turningaround https://www.instagram.com/p/CPnxu_vHdco/?utm_medium=tumblr
Day 1
On day 1 I decided to try a new hairstyle. Thats all. I immediately felt self conscious because it was new and I felt like everyone was looking at me and thinking I looked stupid. But then my favorite college professor told me my hair looked good and I felt great. Still self conscious but less so. By the end of the day I loved it. I need to stop assuming people will think the worst and if I like it, go for it anyway.
I come from a conservative small town with conservative small people. Sometimes I have to fight not thinking like them. I was a cheerleader, a minority trying to fit in with the skinny white girls, and I think along the way I smothered who I was meant to be. I was always different in school but eventually just became boring from trying to fit in. I lost my sense of personality. I let relationships dictate my entire life, my clothes, my hair. Sometimes I wonder who I’d be if I never let that happen. Where would I be? Would I be in the relationship I’m in now? Would I be in one better? Would I have followed my dream of going to NYC? I feel like every decision we make leads to different lifetimes and it’s so hard not to wonder what could have been.
Leaving Puerto Vallarta. Good memories from last week. . . *** #leaving #turningaround #headingout #puertovallarta #princesscruises #carnivalcruises #mexico #cruiseship #sunsetcaptures (at Puerto Vallarta Mexico) https://www.instagram.com/p/B89McjIA0Uk/?igshid=1txha0uprd72f
When you take one step towards God, He takes ten steps towards you.
Peter Ferguson
Day 3. April 19, 2018
Today has been an upset. It brought to my attention how I’m incapable of telling my friends that I’m busy. A friend called and we ended up talking on the phone for hours, after which I lost motivation to do anything. I received some good news, applied to a few things, cleaned up around the house, and did my German lesson.
It’s only day 3 and my momentum faded a little. That’s ok though, as long as I’ve done something, it’s not a complete waste. Not everyday will be a total success, but hopefully I can end the week on a strong note tomorrow. I’ll go to bed early so I can start before 3:00 PM which has been an unfortunate pattern in the last few days.
Remember kids: you gotta fight through your lack of motivation. You don’t always have to be enthusiastic about doing something, you just have to force yourself to do it. Enthusiasm will come when you scratch it off your to do list, and see the positive impact it left on your life, on your mentality, and on the way you view your own character.
Thinking you’ve caught an good #Wave for the day 🌊.... #TurningAround 👈 and seeing your #BrotherInLaw destroy a #BetterOne 😤 (at Venice Beach L.A.)
This... Right.... Here #TurningAround Better days.... They are coming. (at The Nation of Christ Church)