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HOLLYBERRY STRAIGHT UP SAID THAT THEY COULD BE TOGETHER IF ETERNAL SUGAR GETS HER SHIT TOGETHER?!?M?!? HAPPY FUCKING PRIDE MONTH EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!

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Even before he says it outright, I noticed that Kinger, despite being the “crazy one”, is actually the most stable. He’s literally the only one with a reliable and healthy coping mechanism (his little dark pillow fort).

Also anyone else notice that they got arbitrary code permissions now? Kinger made up a healing item, Ragatha’s gun plugging trick worked just because she wanted it to, and Gangle’s mask didn’t break even though it really ought’ve. I’m sure this will go well with everyone going insane and what not.

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Ya know, before Beach Episode I was certain of transgender Jax, but I wasn’t sure which way. There were compelling arguments to be made for both stealth transmasc Jax and egg transfemme Jax. There was undeniable gender fuckery (maid dress and his reaction to it, his comments on masculinity that were weirdly self aware despite him giving off channer energy, etc. etc.), but the direction wasn’t clear to me.

Then, the completely girly room. The way he doesn’t let anyone inside. The way he steals keys almost religiously has started to seem less like lil shit behavior (what I thought prior) and more a desperate grab for control in case one of them might open his room. And maybe it started as that, but evolved into him just wanting any control he can get over anyone and anything because he’s so out of control himself.

Additionally, I thought that his misgendering towards Zooble was a low blow because he’s falling apart at the seams and was trying to say whatever would hurt the most in the moment to lash out. While I do think it’s partially that still, I now think it’s mainly jealousy. I think, whether Jax is actually aware that he’s coveting girlhood and/or womanhood or not (and I would argue not: I don’t think he’s aware he’s a girl), Jax 1) perceives Zooble as AFAB (regardless if this is true or not), 2) Jax wishes he was AFAB, 3) Jax is seethingly jealous of Zooble’s percieved AGAB, and 4) resents Zooble for having what he wants and throwing it away (from his perspective).

Now, that last paragraph might be me stretching it a bit, but eggy or insecure trans people lashing out at other trans people who transitioned away from their own preferred gender is not unheard of. I have seen it many times on this own website. I think my interpretation pairs well with the fact that Jax thinks he’s super self aware and has everything figured out, but he’s really, really not lol.

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The quiet part out loud…

Both yearning over their other halves…

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It is a lil crazy how literally all the Beasts are depressed and lonely, just in their own little special ways. They had authority thrust upon them with no chance to choose it- no chance to say no. And when they inevitably became corrupted, they never really got the chance to just be themselves, did they? They never actually realized they could relinquish their power, or at least take a vacation- just for a little while. They just changed their methods of their regimes. I wonder- has any of them actually considered the option? Were any of them punished for trying to find a successor?

My interpretation of their plights:

Shadow Milk: Endlessly explaining and educating with no genuine appreciation- worship, sure, but not understanding. To be loved is to be known, and who could meet the Fount of Knowledge in that regard? So, he started to not be as genuine, and got even more worship for it. He realized that no one actually loved him for who he was, but what he could teach them. He was tired, and all his work seemed for naught. Thus, he started to toy with people, make them act like how he wanted, not the other way around. Still, he did not find love here.

Burning Spice: He loved overseeing the evolution of the land, culture, ecosystems, and societies. However, when he would get attached, something would always change, always lead to the downfall of the places and people he treasured. Not only that, but starting from the beginning over and over and over again is enough to drive anyone insane. He was tired, and all his work seemed for naught. So, why not enjoy the chaos? Why not submerge himself in the mania? If all was going to fall eventually, he might as well actually enjoy it. Still, he did not find satisfaction here.

Mystic Flour: Guiding people through their wants and convictions is a tough job. Even more so when they’re asking her to do all the work. She granted whatever was asked of her- if there was something someone truly desired, then all they needed to do was take the first step, and she would help them along the way. Overtime, she noticed cookies always wanting more, and disregarding her as soon as they were satisfied- did her effort mean nothing to them? Did her conviction to their betterment go completely unnoticed? Did they even know what they actually wanted? They keep changing their minds, coming back for more, never satisfied. Did they ever consider what she wanted? She was tired, and all her work seemed for naught. She found rest, however unsatisfying, in not caring anymore. They never cared, so why should she? Still, she did not find comfort here- just an absence of the pain.

Eternal Sugar: All she ever wanted was people to be happy. Yet, others kept choosing paths that would stress them, harm them, break them. She certainly wasn’t happy when all her dearly loved companions continued to suffer. Every time she loved, every time it seemed like she would be safe, surely they’ll stay this time, all her friends, companions, and lovers would be eventually ripped away from her. What’s worse- they chose those paths! Didn’t they know she loved them?! Why would they abandon her! Hadn’t she done enough?! Wasn’t… she… enough? She was tired, and all her work seemed for naught. If they were always going to choose to leave, she simply wouldn’t leave them a choice. They’d see- they were better off with her, and she was better off with them. Still, she would not find happiness here. If someone didn’t have a choice to love you, then they never loved you at all.

Silent Salt: we do not know them yet and I will update with an analysis when we do.

The biggest difference between the Ancients and the Beasts will always be that the Ancients chose their mantle- I fear the Beasts did not. We’ve seen all the Ancients run away from their responsibilities and failures. Can you imagine how painful it would be if you didn’t even get a choice? They became tired, and all their work seemed for naught. Work they didn’t even want anymore. Still, their actions did not lead to happiness, love, understanding, or community. They just traded one pain for another.

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My ideal eternalberrytaya/pink polycule dynamic is Eternal Sugar and Pitaya initially fighting for Hollyberry’s attention and over who’s better, but slowly, overtime, growing to love each other as well.

They are the cuddlers of all time. The nap time fiends. They sleep for a week straight. It’s pretty awkward because they both have wings but Eternal Sugar strikes me as a little spoon.

I also like the idea of ESugar lounging while watching Pitaya and Holly spar. Like yesss babes fight for my amusement.

Also literally all three of them think they’re the boss. Every single one of them thinks that they’re in charge and is either unaware or dismissive of how the other two think the same.

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It's interesting that on the Msak__ Tumblr (@/Msaak) Msak is actually waaaay more apprehensive about Ptolemy than he lets on in the main video series. What's also interesting about that is that Ptolemy knows. Ptolemy has been interfering with Msak's Tumblr and can read what he posts as well as stop Msak from posting. And I think that Msak knows Ptolemy knows????

Or maybe Msak's a bit of a dumbass and doesn't realize that if Ptolemy stopped them from posting once, then he's probably reading everything they do.

How two-faced and selfish Msak must seem to Ptolemy, then. Saying to his face that he wants them then saying to the world that their relationship is pathetic and that Msak isn't even convinced that Ptolemy is a person.

If I had to hazard a guess, Ptolemy is either a) using Msak, b) really is that lonely to put up with that humiliation and depersonalization, and/or c) doesn't see Msak as fully a person-- just food or a toy-- and it would be hypocritical to get upset at something they themself are doing.