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Sweet like dandelion wine

Long time no clingies I needed that I think

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delusion time

I think tubbos nonbinary. Or at least has thought about it and it vehemently ignoring it. 

Theres alot of reasons why i think so and all of those reasons run along the line of mostly speculation (as is the nature of this subtwt) and personal opinions and accounts so i could be major projecting rn so take it with a grain of salt. 

3 things that come to mind is 1. I can't stop thinking about the strawberry dress thing!!!! But it's not JUST about the dress. He was 16-19 at the time (i believe) so it makes sense why he didn't go through with wearing it. The large audience he had around that time well surpass the viewership he has currently. The pressure to perform “correctly” and the anxiety of having so many eyes on you make self-expression stifling. It comes to mind an incident where he had “They/Them” as his pronouns in his discord server and it was like the whole twt blew up! 

Everyone was talking about it without bringing it up directly to him. We all know he lurks so he def saw it. Back then also, people were so stuck in being “progressive” and “Politically correct” that they might have created an environment or at least in his eyes a response where if he WERE to come out it would be negative or attract much attention which he already has issues with. He came out saying it was an accident later. Which is believable! 

It makes you think he shied away from his desires to try "feminine" things or question his sexuality or gender because of harsh scrutiny from the internet. 

Another thing, we know he has body issues that most likely stem from his days as a trampolist which got worse with the whole “Chubbo” thing. That still leaves a bad taste in my mouth. He still comments about how much he eats and his diet and all those things. So we know its not a total stretch to say the internet influenced him. 

Second, this drunk tvbathon night in particular comes to mind when I think about this. https://youtu.be/0ezYI_WcP-k?si=9JE3iJh8KGtuhpd2&t=13427

“He asks ch4r how it feels to be enby and how they knew. Now this could just be a curious question, nothing serious, but I'm not sure it wasn't with how quickly Lexie pulled him from that brand of convo looking almost worried and acutely aware of the camera. When Ch4r said "You're just a cis het man" he rebutted quickly saying he wasn't but not clarifying that he was gay, rather deciding on leaving it ambiguous. That struck me as odd but again, tubs is kinda like that too and he was DRUNK so his forgetting wasn't totally off the table. 

Now I'm of the mind that tubbo is autistic. so it could also be that he doesn't particularly feel "like a man" or a "woman" because of it. Now before we get up in arms, studies are showing a higher chance of ppl with Autism having gender dysphoria! Tubbo denies being autistic or neuro like the plague but cmon, dosent take a genius to identify a rock. 

The last thing that strikes me as odd is the fact most of his ex-partners or crushes are in some way, trans. Like its one thing to have maybe 1-2 partners to be trans. Not a problem, merely a coincidence!

But most if not ALL  OF THEM??? Ranboo, piso, that ginger guy everyone was freaking out about, strangely feminine bartender at the aforementioned bar, Ash???? 

Yeah, he had crushes on other types of people but almost 9/10 times the person he actually pursues/dates is trans. Fork found in a kitchen situation if you ask me. I also wanna add you naturally gravitate toward people with similar experiences as you. 

So yeah I could be massively projecting and that's fine but I'm not so sure I am. Just a thought that's been on my mind.

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Yo real quick I signed into the stream after waking up from my nap(yea 3 hours you got a problem with that)and had to screen record it got a little bit side tracked but AYO this what happened...

Like ummm excuse me my guy but they are REALLY liking all that stuff ( rvnboo getting himself caught and being creampied by tvbb0!) In the game ya know just they're really liking it

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You taste the way late august sunsets do...

TnT my beloveds I love them sm they're adorable my second fav ship <33

Don't mind Tommy's absence of pants, he lost them somewhere in those bushes probably...

Btw maybe you guys have some requests for me? I'm not going to promise anything but I would love it if you gave me some ideas 🌿

Anons/Comments/Tags are all welcome!

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Over sharing here but I only really get into tubbo when I’m in a heavy depressive episode, ignoring my social life, or hyper fixating so bad I just cant miss a stream or clip or anything of his. That’s why there’s periods of time it seems I disappear off the face of the subtwt then reappear and bomb the Timeline with my ramblings and fics 😭

I swear I don’t mean to do it but it’s how I function. The tubbathon is like a long hit and I can survive off of that high for a while after. Like I got my fix of tubbo and was fine until that high wore off and I need more content of him or I’ll crash out. The drip method if you will.

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TMI but I love cockwarming fics and I’ve just been imagining tubbo and 😭 Just having him lay back, taking it all in while he twitches as he ground his hip with those little rocking back and forth motions to get used to being so full. His hole sticky with lube and precum, Breath hitching with every shifting motion.

I love it all and someone else needs to write it, I no no wanna 🙏😭

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