“I want to have sex, but then I don’t want to be a slut. And then I want to wait to have sex, but I dont want my boyfriend to break up with me. But I also don’t want him to think I’m “easy”. And I dont want to develop a bad reputation. But I don’t want people to think I’m a prude. If I do get a bad reputation can I handle it? It’s not bad to have sex! But it seems like it is… And I don’t want to get pregnant. And all the older ladies keep telling me I’ll go to hell. But I don’t want to be the last virgin in my friend group! Or the first one not to be! What if I’m a virgin for all of high school?! Should I tell him im a virgin?! Will he know if i’m not?! And then if i do have sex, what if im not good?! What if i do it wrong?! What if I bite his dick off?! What if it fucking hurts?! Omg why does my body suddenly look and feel so ugly?! What if he thinks i’m ugly?! Omg I’m watching porn and i dont look like that, cant sound like that, DEFINITELY cant bend like that! Omg I cant! But i have to. And I want to! But i shouldn’t. FUCK!”- a monologue every teenage girl has at least once, if not 50 times.