#tw metal

[stuff-my-smalls-like]

Tw: infantile trauma and dissociation, Earth-based spirituality

This album was released the same year I had my big dissociative break as an infant in which I left my body, turned my back on my parents who had been abusing me, and spiritually grabbed onto the only truly living thing that seemed to be in sight: the gigantic Oak tree outside the window behind me.

After years of processing around it, I have come to the firm conclusion that the tree itself saved my life - that if it hadn't been there, I would have lost my soul, so to speak, and become a narcissist like my parents. But instead, it wrapped its loving arms around me and I found God. I had dissociated, but I was still one at the core.

And now, because of it, I get to enjoy beautiful tree music like this.

[rotaryphoneeater]

I googled the phrase “impending doom” to make sure I was using it right, and apparently there’s a christian deathcore metal band with it for a name. 

Naturally, I clicked on the wikipedia page.

I scrolled through it until I got to the “former band members” section, and I noticed that all of the former band members had an end year, and figured out that they must all be dead.

Then I looked at the years, and realized that, according to these years, all of them were very young when they died.

I was super confused, until it finally hit me: those are the years they were in the band

[donatello-is-my-favorite]

What’s your favorite animal

[godscoldhams]

Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt have probably heard Whitechapel and that makes me happy for some reason?

[mklancer000]

Batman (aka me) being batman

  warning: you make orgasm from the testosterone in this video