#tw ryan

[staranon95]

heads up.

gonna gripe about ryan haywood for a moment

so im just chilling watching Super Bunny Man in the playlist, and the second video is when they’re playing as multiplayer with Ryan and Matt. this was all recorded in summer of 2018, so keep that in mind.

and at first i completely forgot about this video. forgot it was coming up in the queue. forgot he was in it. and then when i became aware of the video, there’s his voice and just like

it sounds so forced now. with how he tries to be a part of the content. his excitement and enthusiasm. it sounds forced. like he’s trying to show he’s having fun. because we all know in videos where Ryan didn’t play well, he was usually fairly quiet (think of any of the times they played Mario games).

and i think that gets me the most. i legit cannot listen to his voice without thinking ‘what a fucking liar. what a fucking pos.’

and that’s why i can’t listen to older content with him in it. why i can’t support any content with him in it because a lot of it was just a fucking grift