Aug 4
Realized just now, several years after the fact, that being the only person to hear two members of my polynesian cultural club call another transmasc person at my school a she-he and giggle to themselves about it probably was among the biggest things that lead to me making the devastating decision to quit before the We Are Samoa preformance.
That whole club was a very weird experience for reasons i think i suppressed. Totally bogus, dude.
#anyway expect this to influence the art i make in some way or another#one of the worst effects of autism is when you don’t realize when you’re being discriminated against#for several years#mad diary#let me know if this should have another specific content or trigger tag!#i tried but i am unfamiliar#cw transphobia#tw transphobia#cw transphobic slur#tw transphobic slur#cw she-he#tw she-he#cw slurs#tw slur#samoan#QTPI#fa’afafine#but that’s just the most talked about samoan 3rd gender; i’m a#fa’atama