#tw unaliving

[rotshix]

messy angst cause i cant draw and i hate it here

[allendeller]

Allen’s note:

dear reader,

as of reading this I have passed for reasons most likely well known. I have figured out the secret to beating remmnant, fire. I have mailed Maddie something tat will help her from purging it from her system to allow death in the quickest way plausible. Ness I am sorry I failed you, should’ve just left you in that grave. Maddie I’m sorry for my selfishness. Wren I’m sorry I couldn’t save you. David, André and Cass I’m sorry for my burdens being yours. For the rest of the world I am sorry for taking innocent people to hell.

sincerely,

Allen Dekker

[everythingtoony]

So remember when i said Leon would never hurt anyone?

Well

As Chucky once said, "Everyone's a killer if ya push 'em far enough."

They should not have called his boyfriends slurs.

⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ BLOOD WARNING⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️

[wheneverfeasible]

irl drunk posting and tw: permanent deletion thoughts

But no fr heavy personal thoughts, don’t See More u less you want to see more

hi so a lot of shit has happened recently that has me on the constant state of crisis and not doing well lol like really really really really bad

I swear my life is a telenovella lmao and some of it I only have myself to blame which makes the previously mentioned thoughts even worse

But I just had the drunken self aware epiphany that I was using the Stranger Things finale as a reason to not kms but now it’s over and like yeah there’s the spin offs but it doesn’t have the continuing feeling I crave so they do nothing for me.

But so now I’m so hard and wet for the Game Changer book series and the Heated Rivalry show and the fact I have to wait until the end of September for the next book and like…2027 for the new episode. Fantastic something to look forward to.

But hey at least it’s something. If I do it now it’s just homophobic really. Can’t have that.

And maybe it’s not healthy putting your thoughts of continuation on fandom and TV shows and books and shit but like…..if it works it works.

Anyways. I love you all. Thank you for everything you’ve given me.

My tomato.

[mentallydeadartist]

(TW mention of "ownkilling"?) Playing "careless whispers" all over again bc I'm Aromantic and 5uicid9al and this is the only way of "Romanticising" my life.

(this is a shit post y'all please don't come after me,or do if it's unrespectful)

[kay-n-tsumtsum]

tw burn out, exhaustion, self worth, unaliving but not really

it’s days like this that honestly make me not wanna be here anymore. i’m exhausted but keep myself numb with work and studying and reading and the internet but if i stop for a second my chest burns. it hurts to breathe some days and i hate that they had that much hold over me for so long. i wanna wipe my memories of the last two years completely gone and start over and get rid of all the pain, but at the same time i’m more connected to this version of me than the one from two years ago. i don’t think i would start over that way but if i had the chance to start in a new city, maybe a whole new country, i probably would.