#twinflame relations

[trustonlystars]

There must be somewhere I can go after all this.

My heart has stopped at the gate. I’m not carrying any shields to this battlefield.

You said I must fight, I’m here to be defeated. My angels don’t know what to say. They’re standing with me in defeat.

And if everyone I knew— lost, then who won?

- trustonlystars | Jannie F

[trustonlystars]

"Our love still holds the same fragrance that the vintage diaries in my drawer do. We still hold the same softness, and we hold it ever so gently in our eyes. There is a long story that ends when your eyes blink. There was a time I wrote poems about our love. There is time now, and we are the poetry."

- trustonlystars

[trustonlystars]

And if we cross paths years from now, in a new season of our lives; you would still be the only one in the room, to know me the way you do. It would still be you who'd notice the silence between two odd words I utter. It would be you who notices the uncertanty settling in my heart. It would still be you, to see it all in one glance, just one sigh, and you'd know.

- trustonlystars | Jannie F 🍁

[trustonlystars]

You know how far we've come? I ended up reading some of our old letters and I think I fell for the old you once again. The present you resides just where my heart does, but the old you decided to visit back with warm memories. Ah, love didn't come in waves for us, it came in one step at a time. Just one at a time. So softly it didn't move anything, just walked upto it's space and stayed. We shared such minute details, no wonder I fell for you. There was a song in every story you shared, there was a sense of calm, a sense of calling, a calling that only pulled me closer to you. I've always loved you, from the time I've known you, and from the time I didn't know you. It's really safe being in love with you. Really warm, really safe, really soft.

- trustonlystars | Jannie F

[trustonlystars]

It's broad daylight out there, but midnight in my heart, feels like the clock is just a piece of art on the wall. And time, this time, really feels like an illusion, but memories are real. It still feels like we are listening to music under the stars, the sun is the only one shining but there is no sunshine.

It takes a while for hearts to blend with the seasons, they can walk through complications and resolve mysteries but it takes a while for hearts to learn simple things.

I told them, it's midnight in my heart. And it will be till my heart learns how to accept love in all its forms. It has to learn that it can't feed on words, it's okay to not hear 'I love yous' and still know that love sits warm between us two.

Our love has no shape, maybe that's why they don't get it. It's so unreal and magical, they don't understand it. It's broad daylight out there but midnight in my heart, and it will have to sit in solitude, sit through solace to reach a point where it warmly fades off all that excess darkness.

It's daylight out there, but midnight in my heart.

- trustonlystars | Jannie F

[trustonlystars]

Love is parked at my heart tonight, we are dancing to the sounds of the night, You’re here, so close that I don’t know what’s the essence of distance anymore. Just like this season, we are carved carefully between the edges of a constellation. I cannot put all that I feel in a word called love, so don’t believe the words for it can never hold the feeling warm enough. If there's anything as pure, it’s only the eyes. Only the eyes that can dare to hold all my love for a fraction of a moment before it pours it out. So, don’t take these words even if they hold your heart all warm and cozy, instead just look into my eyes and let the tints tell you the colours I don’t talk about. My heart is full tonight, some of my fears had to move out, you’ve taken up all the space. You surely know how to take what’s yours. You know the way too well to my heart to ever ask for directions.

- trustonlystars | Jannie F

[trustonlystars]

I have kept my feelings safe in the eyes, I can't dare to shed them off in mere tears and lose out the essence it brings to me, and the music it plays in my heart.

- trustonlystars | Jannie F.

[trustonlystars]

I love how we all express love differently, and I also love how some of us don’t know how to express it, and to me, it only means that the feeling engulfs your heart in a way that leaves you spellbound and speechless.

- trustonlystars | Jannie F. (Excerpt from Maybe You're Not Overthinking.)