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attack number 136 @twiranux‘s character Lucaspian
i miss them so fucking much. i just wanted to experience things for a bit.. i was tired of waiting to live... i have that now.. i can do whatever i want and i have fun with it i guess.. but they were my everything. it wasn't worth losing you.
i miss you every single day. it's going to really hurt doing what i have to do. i love you.. even now.
I am not and never was a monster. You tried convincing me I was. But you're just an abuser. I was someone who was hurt, and you had fun poking at the wounds. I can't believe I still have any care for you at all. I can't believe I let you drag me along for a decade when I knew I didn't want an LDR. You're a manipulator. Simple as that.
I am a victim of domestic abuse. I'm no longer ashamed to admit that. I'm no longer doubting myself because of your lies and constant gaslighting. You were a manipulator since before we met, having a slave in school you used to stir up drama between different groups. You were always the problem. You can't hurt me anymore.
Fuck around. Find out.
Done being sympathetic and decent to people who treat me like garbage. I don't have to keep being respectful and playing nice girl when the people im dealing with are hardly even capable of human emotion, let alone empathy or any kind of consideration for others. You don't get to ruin my life, backstab me, lie and cheat until I have no friends at the worst point in my life, then come to me and call me names and spit on my problems before begging me to help you because your mommy and daddy are controlling bullies. Deal with your own parents. I'm not doing shit anymore to help you with them. If they wont let you see Fabi, that's your problem, not mine.
I am the happiest I've ever been. I'm the healthiest I've ever been. I've been going on 10km walks just for a nice lunch with my mom (at the hotel we spent our wedding night at, infact.) I am doing well. You don't get to make demands from me anymore.
Oof. I thought my ex was just a bitch 'cause of my misunderstandings. Nah, they try to extort me for money, threaten to lie to my gfs, spit on the fact a child got hurt, and still have the gall to ask for their garbage drawings and posters back from me. I went in apologizing and looking to make amends. I was going to pay the money they wanted until they threatened me. When I got defensive they said I "never change" even though they don't know me anymore.
Morgan, sorry hun but you picked the side of a fucking monster. If you want money, get it from them, i tried to extend a hand to both of y'all and instead i get treated like shit and accused of being ways I'm not.
Goodbye, I'm done feeling sorry for people with no souls.