Jade's Journal

[kohoe]

i am in fact capable of loving you forever

[neenarchive]

long distance internet friendships are so frustrating like i want to go hang out at your place. i want to bring that snack u like if ur sad. i want to go to the cinema and watch a movie together. i wish we could randomly decide to drive down to the beach one friday night and look at the stars. we drifted apart and idk if you're alive. nobody would think to tell you if i died. i hope you're okay

[justjadesjournal]

Had a wild month. got to play bartender for a bit. was in a polycule. polycule fell apart. got fired. reconnected with the girl i love. had an amazing time hanging with them. had a falling out with her. now im getting my bottom surgery october 2nd. shit's been nuts.

[justjadesjournal]

did my makeup extra pretty yesterday ♡

[justjadesjournal]

im so excited for my friends to get back home from an awards show uwu i want to start streaming and am verified on a couple sites but they're going to help me get into it. depression's been kicking my ass lately and i miss hanging with my friends, i don't know many people locally and i love the few ppl i do know.

[justjadesjournal]

Happy Pride from Jinx & I ♡

[justjadesjournal]

Cannot wait for my surgery then I can work on getting medicated for bpd

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i never realized i didnt post the stick-n-pokes my ex and i did on eachother/ourselves a while back. here's my latest tattoos.

[justjadesjournal]

Watched across the spiderverse and said goodbye to the one i love most today. I wish her the best and hope one day we reunite. It isn't out of the question, who knows what the future holds, so my fingers are crossed.

as for a more positive note, i think i'm pretty hot now and will have my surgery in a couple months!

[justjadesjournal]

life's been pretty shit recently.

got some amazing opportunities coming up but lost some people i love. it's a "for the best" thing but i hope they return to my life sometime in the future. its very bittersweet. im meeting my ex one last time on thursday to watch spiderverse and say goodbye. i already miss her. i love her to death. i hate how i wont be able to experience some things i wanted to with her but, c'est la vie.

[artificialenvy]

[justjadesjournal]

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Got my eyebrow pierced for xmas as a gift from my lovely girlfriend Guinevere ♡

[justjadesjournal]

this anime filter is just too cute

[justjadesjournal]

Rerolled from rogue to mage

[justjadesjournal]

[justjadesjournal]

things have been heckin weird lately. will probably post abt it when i have time. start a new job next week.