AHUSKA: 🗺 what is your favorite place you've visited ? 💌 if you could write a love letter to one person , what would you write and to who ? 🧚♂️ do you believe in fairytales ? 🕰 if you could go back in time and do something differently , would you and if so , what ? 💭 what's something you can't stop thinking about ?
🗺 - Favourite place I've visited? I mean, that's definitely a different question to my favourite place I've lived, right? Because it's hard to look past Nau'ur and it's hard to imagine not winding up there again some day... but when it comes to a visit, a proper visit like a holiday or a work trip or something, then... I just... well, it has to be Zeltros. And never in a million years would I have thought I'd ever say that, I'd never have gone if it had been just up to me. I like the wild. I like the snow! Not day spas and luxury cruises and... and pheromones. But none of those things are what made visiting Zeltros special. None of those things are what I won't ever forget.
💌- If I could. Gods, if I could write to Thirteen, if I didn't think it might get either of us in a world of trouble, if he hadn't gone to pains to make sure he had no idea where I was going, who I was studying with... I'd tell him everything. Always. The way my heart beats for his. The way I see him in the sparkle of sunlight on the lake, the way I feel him when the sun is at its highest and warmest. I'd tell him how much I want to fly with him again. How much I want to be... beside him. How much I want him close so that I never forget how to live. That a world without him in it is a world without colour or light. What wouldn't I tell him.
🧚♂️- Fairytales? When I was little I believed in them. I definitely wanted those sorts of stories to be true. Magic, not the Force but magic that anyone could learn or experience. Hidden kingdoms, talking animals, heroes and villains you could pick a mile off. Maybe I even believed in a few little fairytale ideas for... far too long. But now I know better. Now I know it's monster stories that are real, and villains can look like your best friend.
🕰- Time travel? Going back in time to fix something? Stars, I don't know. I don't know. There's a million things I could have done differently. Should have done. Wish I'd done. I wish I'd never given Five my control words. I wish I'd had it in me to break myself free, instead of Blakk having to get all wrapped up in it and... and never able to go back to what he really wants. I wish... I don't know. If I'd never accepted that job on Corellia? Put myself in a position to be taken and changed? But I love being a wolf. I love it even though I hate so much of what I've been made to do. I wish I could go back and stop the handlers that conditioned me and made me so messed up inside. I wish I'd never killed so many people, more than I even remember. I wish I'd stood up to Nines sooner. But if I changed any of those things... would I have ever wound up... Would I have ever gotten to know... Shab. If I could go back and do something differently, I wouldn't have left Ilum without saying goodbye.
💭 - Something I can't stop thinking about? Ummmmmm...
I dunno nothing springs to mind


















