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Self - Doubt

Trust yourself. You know more than you think you do.  

The above quoted line is something that I once read a few years back while I was in high school. I forgot who said it but nevertheless, this has become a guiding principle all throughout my academic life. Well, up until now anyway.

If you had asked me six months ago if I really wanted to continue into law school, I would have answered with a resounding "Yes."

But now, I am not so sure. It's not because I can't handle the schoolwork, because I can. 

Rather, it is in my abilities to actually represent any client out there in the real world that I doubt. 

One of my law professors once told our class that a lawyer is tasked to provide their clients with hope. 

How am I supposed to do that when I barely even feel hope most of the time? I turn terrified at the thought of the fate of someone else resting on my shoulders. 

I am so incredibly afraid of letting anyone down. 

But how am I supposed to learn? 

It's all so snarled up and complicated. 

Can I really do this?

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The Eye of the Storm

Even though it's Finals and everything should be all rushing and making deadlines, there seems to be a slowing down of all our supposed workload. 

Perhaps that's just all the unexpected events that have come and gripped us. I do not know.

This is why I am so holed up at night in my room, not eating dinner, and just studying, studying, and studying. (Hence this post, I really need a break.)

It's funny, I've been working my arse and my mind off and yet I still feel as though I need to get my life together. 

I feel as though we're inside the eye of the storm and that something horrible and deadly and heavy is swirling all around me in this little cocoon that I have built for myself. 

I'd rather not be rammed and feel as though that I have had the rug pulled out from under me. 

The storm is coming and I endeavor to be ready when it does.

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77

That's my current Midterm grade in Constitutional Law as of the moment. Shit. 

I know that it's still subject to a few edits here and there because of the recitation but shit man, that's the lowest grade I have ever gotten so far during the course of my entire academic life. Of course, not counting Criminal Law yet. I'd bet all my Harry Potter books that my grade in Criminal Law will not be as forgiving as the aforementioned grade given above. 

Stupid recitation that I got called on. Argh. I really have to bust my ass some more this time just so I can make enough for Finals to pass. 

Heaven help me. 

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Midterms: Day 6

Topic: Legal Research

So, today was the last day of our midterms. I HOPE I did alright. 

I checked the answers to my our Criminal Law exam and I'm pretty much expecting the worst. 

Long weekend's here! Yay? But I'm gonna be spending the next few days digesting cases and reading up for our PFR Quiz when we get back. Sigh. 

Anyway, I'm really glad that I only caught the cold AFTER exams.

God knows how horrible that would've been to go through exams and the case of the common cold at the same time.

After exams, Ian and I joined some of my classmates for dinner and drinks at Gilligan's but we had to duck out early because my mom, sister, and cousins were expecting us at SM. 

We watched The Reunion. A bit funny but the story was kinda messy and all over the place. Anyway, I'm rearing to watch all my favorite comedies and snuggle in my bed. Here's to a semi-fun weekend.