There are so many ways I can try to describe the way I feel.
Picture this, rain and sun, dry and wet, hot and cold.
There is really no other way to describe the way being 25 is, I want to be able to achieve those dreams set and I continuously have to calm myself. I want to be that PA I want to be who I am meant to be already.
That’s the thing here, I think I’ll savor it more. At the moment Faris, my husband, tells me to take everyday in and realize that I am working for something, that as long as I remain focused I’ll get there.
I never stop and pause, to realize how far I’ve gotten. I’ve never patted myself in the back to congratulate the little girl inside me, she made it, she got her B.S. in one of the most challenging majors at UCSC. I couldn’t be more proud of myself, but I want more. I am not stopping there. I am self driven to get elsewhere and achieve my dreams.
There are so many things, so many words I can write, but none that will make time go faster just so I can catch a glimpse of what lies ahead. I guess I just have to sit down, buckle up and take this trip more seriously.
I am most appreciative of those around me that help me nurture my dreams and aspiration. At the moment m greatest challenge will be, staying focused.