Today was bloody scary for me. I set a challenge to do my one and only @ufeshows #UFEVengence on June 1st. Training was going great until about a month ago was a flare up came on ...BIG TIME. I wanted to cancel everything. What's the point right? I can never compete against these "kids". Sigh Then the weekend was booked by my significant other who felt it would be good regardless to attend the free workshop. I was scared. My amazing daughter @dupuistv came with me...showing amazing support. See I admire her. She has a beauty that is so deep (forget any makeup) that is grounded in nature. I admire that. She has a great physique that looks good in pretty much anything. I have always struggled to find that type of beauty for myself. I wasn't going to post any pictures of myself like this. I am not where I want to be physically. But what I DO see in these pictures is my confidence growing and embracing my not so perfect body. Me ACTUALLY considering that I just may actually DO this. I started in the back t-shirt on. Then laughing with all the other amazing competitors and each of us feeling exactly the same. All of us cheering each other on. Wow! So, here I am, saying if you thought about it. Doing anything that really takes you out of your comfort zone. Go ahead. And thank you to @jody_makarus for the kind chat. (at Calgary, Alberta) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwyGyhxnCDq/?igshid=1beig0w1g5sv9