everyone I know is in love or falling in love and it’s being reciprocated and I really just had to sit down and realize that all I’m doing is writing and reading about fictional characters and that’s like it. hahaha
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everyone I know is in love or falling in love and it’s being reciprocated and I really just had to sit down and realize that all I’m doing is writing and reading about fictional characters and that’s like it. hahaha
i literally dont get along with so many 2nd gens because half of them are Annoying As Hell. Example: 2nd gen mother of 2 in her 40s who knows like 3% korean limited to food words. Like okay ma'am, i get that you grew up in a different situation but don't let your inferiority complex about not knowing your roots somehow impact your behavior around me! I got a fucking hair cut, dye job, weight loss, contacts and lmao this bitch is like "u look so korean" in this nasty lil judgemental voice. As if... I wasnt??? Korean..??before?? LMAO. Just say i was fat and ugly before. She's married to a white dude and like.... Is this what happens when ur around whites for too long? Wow! maam u are pushing FIFTY. anyway. i hate her :) "u look so korean" lol at least i know korean unlike you, u fucking twinkie banana whitewashed bitch and a half
I love how when I need someone no one is there how fuckin convenient though I have proven to be that person who would do anything to make you feel better would go out of my way to do something for you because you said you were upset and this is something that would feel better I would do that even if i feel like shit and fuckin exhausted from my day but no one does that for me I know so many people and I'm constantly supporting my friends I’m at that point where I wish I could care less about people so I would be less hurt and disappointed but I know I can’t I take care everyone even those who don’t deserve it
This fandom is seriously messed up
No stans like Barry Allen stans and there is no racism like Flash fandom racism it seems some days. Last night I saw a post bitching at John Diggle for being upset at Barry for erasing Sara Diggle. Pretty much saying ‘why is Diggle mad he’s got son. Poor Barry didn’t mean to do it. He didn’t go out and take Sara away from Dig. Why is everyone so mean to poor Barry’
I decided to go to bed at that point. I should’ve screen capped the post because I’ll never find it again as I’m not going to dig through shit posts to look for it.
This fandom has some deep ugly problems when it can’t let John Diggle have upset natural reaction to finding out his daughter was erased from existence. When Cisco isn’t allowed to be upset or mad about his brother’s death or Barry lying to him. The minute Cisco isn’t making jokes & making Barry feel good certain fans attack him. Funny how I didn’t read this same sort shit posts about the stuff Caitlin said to Barry. Or any of the things Caitlin did like choosing to try to go to Alchemy, hurting people. Oh no that was just fine. People cheered that on. I got to read post after post after post theorizing how Caitlin was really the good guy and Cisco was actually going to be the villain in that vibe of them fighting. Even thought Cisco handled the truth really well putting Caitlin first, the great good first and save Barry. Even though Caitlin handled learning the truth losing faith in Barry, the team and picking Alchemy over team Flash to help her. When she just saw Wally end up n crystallized coma from Alchemy. We saw Caitlin choosing to take off the cuffs to use her powers to her a man. BUT NO IT’S CISCO who handling things badly and who is going to turn evil. Not person who’s powers make her evil. Who’s powers she can’t control. The person who uses her powers and litrary becomes evil white haired and in the vibe white haired Caitlin is throwing ice spikes at Cisco. Ice spikes that could kill him. When people bitched at Cisco saying he is handling this badly and is going to be evil I asked ‘how is he handling this badly. How should be be handling this better’. Not one person answered me. Likely because they don’t have answer because Cisco is going to counseling, being upfront and open with his feelings, putting his feelings aside to get the job done, saving & protecting Barry.
Wally is whiner according same people who hate on Cisco for being upset. I wonder if these are the same people who hated on Iris in season one for being rightfully upset when her best friend, father and boyfriend lied to her? I wonder if whole Caitlin is good guy and Cisco is bad guy thing links back to the snowbarry ship stuff. Cause a lot of snowbarry ship is rooted in racism since the ship started the minute Candice was cast as Iris West. People had to ship Barry with a white women before the show even started.
I had a really bad day yesterday and I didn’t need to see this shit. Today I’m having another bad day and I didn’t need to see more of this shit. The flash fandom use to be my happy place. Now all I’m seeing is it’s ugly sides. People are jumping on people for criticize Barry or being mad at him and then at the other end of things is this racist BS over Barry directed all Cisco, John, and even Wally.
UGHHHHHHH, they’re redoing the music program in my school, and i had a theory/composition specialization, but they’re getting rid of that, so now i won’t learn how to compose so now i’m kinda fuckin pissed and also don’t know what to do. I want to be a composer. I’m GOING to be a composer, but i don’t know what the fuck i’m supposed to do now to get there >:(
i wish i could’ve bought so many people the signed target cd and i wish i had the money to just buy a bunch of copies of the new album and give them to people who won’t be able to get them in their country or simply can’t afford it and also buy tickets for those who haven’t been able to see them because they can’t afford to buy them and merch because shirts are expensive and i wish i could buy so many people the boxset because they fucking deserve it and i want so many people i know to meet the guys and i’m just overthinking and overwhelmed with all of these thoughts and i just want all of this to happen so fucking badly i’m so stressed out
watch me not give a fuck about this semester. you'd think it'd be easy for me considering that i'm a senior but nope fuck no i have 1784097 ap classes and 99869 responsibilities and i would like to be gently killed with an actual spear