#uncynical

[darkdamiaknight]

[magnophonics]

I’ve Got That PMA.

[nasteeya]

I hate myself for letting them make me feel this way. I dont know what to do. I dont know what to say. I keep whispering to myself that Im strong as I cry and hide behind the bathroom door. Should breaking down be ugly as this? Between my heavy breaths, I can feel their tongues slicing wider wounds through my insecurities (I dont even know it’s still there.) I have felt this kind of feeling before. I have spent months of sleepless nights and moments of uneasiness even years after. So how long will this one make me bleed? This is a sad world, and I tend to be sadder. What if the people I trust also feel the same way towards me – that I am a monster.