(tried drawing ur sona :'D)
OKAY
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THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ANSWERING
LIKE REALLY
YOU'RE LIKE A CELEBRITY IN MY EYES AND SEEING YOU DRAW ME?!?! That made my day <<33333
I love drawing your Underfell AU, and I love your art. Again, thank you so so much and have an amazing 2024. <3
I forgot to answer this AHHHHH, i literally love this image. ITS SO CUTE !!!
Okay it’s midnight over here so I can get a little personal real quick.
this shit is long MY BAD
I think I’ve like mentioned this before on some asks/small posts before, about how I felt closing the blog and if I actually took this seriously, etc etc.
So throwback to 2015, when I was i a high schooler who had just conjured a bunch of designs inspired from my own tastes in villains at the time.
I was 100% serious about the designs because that was something I intentionally loved, corny ass villains. At first it wasn’t supposed to be “ haha funny edgy” I was legit serious about it LOL.
I was a teenager who just made an AU for a game I really loved at the time. I’ve done it to many other things as well. I did it for myself because that was something I enjoyed doing. Just creating AU stories for fun.
I did not expect it to blow up as fast and massive as it did. I was not prepared for both the attention and backlash it was garnering. None of it.
At first it was cool, it was fun. I didn’t mind people taking jabs at me because idk I just thought they’re strangers who don’t know how to have fun. It wasn’t until a shit load of people started sending hate/death threats to anyone who enjoyed the AU.
I know I’ve mentioned before it was because the mods were stressed, that was one of the reasons, but the BIG reason was having to read people trying to defend the AU after someone had sent them a death threat. Especially after I told everyone to have fun with the designs to promote creative freedom.
After that kind of shit started happening I thought the best decision was to shut the original blog down and delete everything on any of the blogs I posted the designs on. I was very ashamed of putting people in those kinds of positions tbh. I got a lot of flack for deleting the blog, and I did deserve it to an extent. But I was a teenager with over 20k followers on a blog about an AU I wasn’t prepared to have backfire on me like that. It was very stressful and I already had many struggles to handle that year.
I started the blog back up in 2017? 18? I forgot, because a lot of people managed to find my main, which was really insane yet heartwarming to me. Which really changed my mind on feeling ashamed, i started to feel more relieved about making the AU. Which is why I came back, because idk I deleted everything. I left off on a bad note, which I wanted to change.
To me now This AU is just an AU I enjoy, but I know to a lot of people it’s much more than that. Trust me I know how that feels to find a form of joy in some obscure media, to make friends, have fun. Make a shitload of fanart/content for it because you love it that much. I know how that feels because this AU was created from that.
I’m aware many people thank me for creating this AU and give me credit for changing their lives, but honestly that’s all on the community. I left for 2 years and it was still going strong. I came back and had so many heartwarming welcomes. Shit was insane, I like wanted to cry sometimes LOL .
Seriously thank you to everyone who enjoyed and STILL enjoys this AU. I know it’s very cheesy, but you have no idea how grateful I am to everyone who cares about this AU in any way. It’s awesome just seeing everyone have fun and being able to have fun too.
My hand is starting to hurt so I’m ending it here,
Might be a wack end to this post ( i wanted to say more lol :-/ ), but I’ve already talked a lot about the same shit I talk about every few months LOL. I will not proof read this, I trust you guys to let me know if I made any spelling errors or doubles.
Anyways as always thank you for enjoying this AU because you all made it much easier for me to enjoy too.
