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[underfell]

Okay it’s midnight over here so I can get a little personal real quick.

this shit is long MY BAD

I think I’ve like mentioned this before on some asks/small posts before, about how I felt closing the blog and if I actually took this seriously, etc etc.

So throwback to 2015, when I was i a high schooler who had just conjured a bunch of designs inspired from my own tastes in villains at the time.

I was 100% serious about the designs because that was something I intentionally loved, corny ass villains.  At first it wasn’t supposed to be “ haha funny edgy” I was legit serious about it LOL.

I was a teenager who just made an AU for a game I really loved at the time. I’ve done it to many other things as well. I did it for myself because that was something I enjoyed doing. Just creating AU stories for fun.

I did not expect it to blow up as fast and massive as it did. I was not prepared for both the attention and backlash it was garnering. None of it.

At first it was cool, it was fun. I didn’t mind people taking jabs at me because idk I just thought they’re strangers who don’t know how to have fun. It wasn’t until a shit load of people started sending hate/death threats to anyone who enjoyed the AU.

I know I’ve mentioned before it was because the mods were stressed, that was one of the reasons, but the BIG reason was having to read people trying to defend the AU after someone had sent them a death threat. Especially after I told everyone to have fun with the designs to promote creative freedom.

After that kind of shit started happening I thought the best decision was to shut the original blog down and delete everything on any of the blogs I posted the designs on. I was very ashamed of putting people in those kinds of positions tbh. I got a lot of flack for deleting the blog, and I did deserve it to an extent. But I was a teenager with over 20k followers on a blog about an AU I wasn’t prepared to have backfire on me like that. It was very stressful and I already had many struggles to handle that year.

I started the blog back up in 2017? 18? I forgot, because a lot of people managed to find my main, which was really insane yet heartwarming to me. Which really changed my mind on feeling ashamed, i started to feel more relieved about making the AU. Which is why I came back, because idk I deleted everything. I left off on a bad note, which I wanted to change.

To me now This AU is just an AU I enjoy, but I know to a lot of people it’s much more than that. Trust me I know how that feels to find a form of joy in some obscure media, to make friends, have fun. Make a shitload of fanart/content for it because you love it that much. I know how that feels because this AU was created from that.

I’m aware many people thank me for creating this AU and give me credit for changing their lives, but honestly that’s all on the community. I left for 2 years and it was still going strong. I came back and had so many heartwarming welcomes. Shit was insane, I like wanted to cry sometimes LOL .

Seriously thank you to everyone who enjoyed and STILL enjoys this AU. I know it’s very cheesy, but you have no idea how grateful I am to everyone who cares about this AU in any way. It’s awesome just seeing everyone have fun and being able to have fun too.

My hand is starting to hurt so I’m ending it here,

Might be a wack end to this post ( i wanted to say more lol :-/ ), but I’ve already talked a lot about the same shit I talk about every few months LOL. I will not proof read this, I trust you guys to let me know if I made any spelling errors or doubles.

Anyways as always thank you for enjoying this AU because you all made it much easier for me to enjoy too.

[underfell]

Seeing as this blog is (hopefully ;v;) becoming more active, when it comes to the Underfell stuff taken from this blog, I would be very tempted to tag it as ''canonfell''? You know, just to tell it apart from the fanon take to it, since this AU has been so... altered, by the AU community. What would you think of this?

That’s fine with me ! I guess my interpretation WOULD BE canon at the end of the day , but honestly I consider everyone’s “wholesome” takes on it canon as well.

I gave this AU up to the community , I can’t just pop out of nowhere and take that away from you guys you know?

If you want to follow mine then yeah ! You’re in for a ride of what I had planned/never got to answering in the past.

If you want to stay with your own or anyone else’s canon then by all means continue , I love seeing it !

:-) Just here to have fun again !

[underfell]

Do you see what people do with your AU (Underfell) and what is your reaction?

I’m going to break some hearts , even if I don’t condone it , I can’t stop you , and I don’t hate you either —-I have much more on my plate than to go back to stressing about this blog —-I appreciate everything that underfell fans have created , that is not (sexual) NSFW related . I was never to keen on that , I even had to make a separate tag for those who couldn’t help themselves because I wanted EVERYONE to enjoy UF without seeing some fucked up shit . But that never really did stick .

[underfell]

so how did you came up with the idea of underfell?

It started with evil toriel , and i was like damn.... imagine evil everyone else ? And then BAM everyone is evil looking edgy .

[underfell]

Sorry I'm a bit, but are you the real creator of Underfell? (I wasn't here from the beginning and i don't understand to much...)

Yes I am , :^}

[underfell]

I do not think that you are the creator of Underfell, because if you were even I think I would have heard of you in other places because I always do research to find out who are the authors of Undertale's AU ... (If you are really the creator of Underfell, would you happen to have any proof of this? ...)

The only proof I can give you is that , underfell started from a Fanart blog I used to post on . Many people took liking to it and it erupted from there . I have no other means of proving I’m the creator other than by word . I never gave up the underfell blog , I’m still the owner .

[underfell]

Just an question why the blog got deleted to not showing the creator ?

The blog got deleted because during the time , the group who had helped me were facing enormous anxiety towards the blog , and it was stressful to deal with the amount of people who had given backlash not only to us , but to those who innocently and peacefully enjoyed the AU that was created , I decided to shut the blog down for their sake , and my sake .

And I’m going to clear things up , in the blog it was stated there were multiple creators , even so that there was a group that was managing the blog , there has only been one creator .

I’m the one that created underfell, and hope that I’m the only one to be named as such . I don’t want the group that was associated with it to be bothered by this anymore . I’m strictly anonymous because I did not want this au to be my name calling . I did not want to be ONLY known for creating this au. I love what this au has done for people , that’s what I’m most proud of this whole thing .