Sometimes when I get super down on myself, I try to just do something small to try and brighten up someone else's day. Who cares if it works or not, or if they even think twice about it, as long as I keep trying to find better ways to cope with shit that weights heavy on my heart. I've always only hated the fact that I can't seem to hate any other fucking thing. I've endlessly tried to kill my own kindness, because ain't no one wantin' such feels. Time & time again, I end up right here, catching myself being aware of who I am. I don't get the point of holding people accountable for their feelings. There has to be some threshold within us all that's totally unable to deny an obvious sense of right or wrong. My god. #stressing #overthinking #underthewaves #underwater #inmyfeelings #inmyhead #itsinmynature #emotion_daily #intouch #emotionalintelligence #crybaby #why (at San Diego, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0uQ0kMA6sh/?igshid=eu6x2xyotacg