I was tagged by the wonderful @renegadecas to do the Every Person is Beautiful Selfie tag. This is such a great idea & I'm so sorry it took so long to do!! I tag: @ungodlyprophet (idk who else to tag bc I think everyone has done this)
So you guys want us to nominate people who made a profound influence on our lives, and honestly, a few people came to mind for this, but my dearest, and most precious friend Sammy . I’m not good with words, or emotions, but my ace buddy for life deserves all kinds of love.
I still remember when we met. I remember both of us not wanting to have ‘about me’ pages bc they would be too hard to update regularly, but look at that, here we are with ‘about me’ pages.
I remember staying up till 3 am watching Psych & snapchatting her about it. She would always tell me to go tf to bed, but now she’s doing the same fcking thing bc she too is Psych trash now (you’re welcome).
I remember each and every time my depression made me feel like the loneliest person in the entire world, that I had no one to talk to. And she was always there to tell me she loved me, and that she always was going to love me.
I saved nearly all the messages she’s ever wrote to me during my low times, one of them has been permanently engraved in my brain.
She told me: “I’m close to sleep but I wanted to know it’s okay to not be fine and if you hate yourself sometimes that’s okay too I’ll just be here to love you when you feel that way <3″
I hope she knows I feel the same way about her, and that if she ever feels low I’m always going love her, bc she deserves nothing less.
I know I can never repay her for everything she’s helped me through, but this is a pretty damn good way to start.
So what this boils down to is that Sammy is my favorite person & she deserves a lot of good this ok? ok good. <3
Like, I honestly can't remember how we met. My first impression of you was probably that you seem cool as hell and super popular and amazing and an angel beyond my own understanding and comprehension and now you're exactly the same as before except you're like, one of my besties and I know you are weak in cold temperatures <3
I REMEMBER HOW IT HAPPENED YOU WERE STILL POPCORNGABRIEL WHEN WE MET & WE WERE TALKING ABOUT UPDATE PAGES BC NEITHER OF US HAD THEM & then I followed you back & probably said something like: the real question is how was I not following you before?????????????? AND THEN I WOULD BINGE PSYCH TILL 3 AM AND YOU’D TELL ME TO GO TO BED & I W O U L D N ‘ T
and look at that here we are, I’m weak in cold temperatures, and you’re weak in hot temperatures
tell me your first impression of me, then your impression of me now?
