Jun 19, 2014
I'm drunk
i have no idea what to think of anything anymore I want 'I did type your name her but then edited it out oops' to be here n I don’t want to have to leave as soon as he does fuckmyself always timing I’m the worst for it and the shitty part is that I don’t even realize that I’m in a wierd way doing it to myself if you back up “why” all these shitty events in my life happen it’s all my fault I hate it , it makes me hate myself and wanting and doing are different things words are turning into nothing I need something real at some point