Jun 18, 2022
you’ve got me feeling dizzy and weak at the knees; a little bit fizzy, a whole lot sweet
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you’ve got me feeling dizzy and weak at the knees; a little bit fizzy, a whole lot sweet
i didn’t even find out that he was trans from him. i had to find it out from his bio on instagram . he had unfollowed me on most platforms and like a year or two later i tentatively refriended him on fb and he accepted. and i said “happy birthday” to see if he wanted to talk. and he said thank you and that was it. and we haven’t talked since. and their tumblr account has been inactive for over a year.
anyway continuing on from this ⬇️ post . high school queer friendships are so incredibly complex and difficult to navigate. they were simpler times but at the same time they were so twisted and hard to see through. and i miss it but at the same time i do not at all.
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in retrospect my first relationship is so funny. it lasted ten days and was with a guy who was one of my besties who at the time i thought was a girl and we went to school together and they had a tumblr account and we followed each other and we sent each other posts and reblogged from each other and i thought he liked me anyway we went on ONE date at his place and then we got together over a long snapchat conversation (i was simultaneously having snapchat conversations with my other besties) and then just over a week later he broke up with me over snapchat text and in retrospect we were both terrible at communicating anyway we never actually kissed or even like. held hands so i don’t really count him as my first relationship. i pined after them unhealthily for like a year and then we graduated and he fucked off to melbourne and has never initiated contact with me again which made me like. sad in this insane way which i realise was probably heartbreak and i still miss him because above all else i thought we were best friends but they cut themself off from the entire friend group (i think due to complications with a toxic guy who had been introduced to the group and had a fling with two of my other besties) and i guess our friendship was a casualty. or maybe he just hated me. i don’t know. anyway gay people flock together in high school. our entire friend group has had some sort of romantic and or sexual relationship with one another at some point. anyway this is all to say that my other bestie who i’m currently kind of in love with who i have had a thing with in the past (except not really. it’s complicated) is driving me insane and no i’m not ever going to do anything about it because i do not want this friendship to implode lmao
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UNRB - The House on Lime Street
Hey everyone! Check out this awesome music video from my friends band! You can catch glimpses of me throughout, I’m the one in devil horns and a black dress holding the hose for the keg stands.