#unrcmarkable

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--> @unrcmarkable liked for a post-DR3 FF starter !

progress on the island had come along nicely since her arrest at the hands of future foundation. it was mostly the first island that had been cleared and patched up. a generator restored power, so the appliances in the kitchen were fully functional. one particular thing chiaki had missed during the tragedy and her constant travel was something she’d never thought much about before; a nice, cold beverage, ice included.

as she moved to exit the kitchen with a glass in hand, though, it slipped from her clumsy fingers and crashed to the floor below. chiaki stared at it, uncomprehending. one moment she had juice, the next... it was in a puddle on the floor, coating what seemed like hundreds of glass shards.

instead of reaching down to clean it up, she took a few steps back, unintentionally bumping her hip hard into the corner of the counter. dejected, she sat down, huddling with her fingers pushed through her bangs, hands covering her face.

[ultimateterror]

@unrcmarkable asked for this before the blog was done, too.

The absence of fear was worse than she remembered. It had been weeks since she came down last, and her all that time in Terror had taken its toll on her. Her body was heavy, almost too heavy for her to stand. Inside was worse, though. She felt completely hollow, and every inch of her body hurt. It was totally unbearable. So unbearable that it drove her to desperate action in search of a release from this torment.

She could focus like this. It was the only saving grace of the hell of emptiness. Wasn’t she supposed to find someone? She stumbled through the backstreets of whatever ruined city she found herself in. When she was like this, it was like death was creeping up on her. Oh... She might die? That would be bad since she has something so important to do. What was it again? 

Her hand brushes the bulky tape player in her pocket. She knew that the recording was important... But it was scary. She needed to listen to it and remember. She pulls it from her pocket, but her grip is too weak. It clatters to the ground with a loud crack. Broken? No no no.

She reaches for it and falls to her knees. It’s broken. Broken like her brain. Now it can’t remember either. Her heart starts to pick up a beat again. How scary... The thought of failure. It used to be her biggest fear once, before she discovered the full spectrum of Terror. To let everyone down. That was another world now, but that fear came rushing back. One job, you had ONE JOB, you stupid bitch. 

That’s when she finally noticed a presence standing, no, towering over her. It was hard, but she craned her neck enough to see him. A tall figure with dark hair. She couldn’t read his expression, but he was looking right at her. What was this feeling? Feeling? Huh?

“. . . It’s broken.”

It was all she could muster before her body started giving out. Dr. Komatsu would be so upset with her. She broke his tape recorder. She needed him. Needed his voice so bad. . . 

“B-b... Broken. All broken.”

She was going to pass out. She knew the feeling. The darkness creeping in on the edges of her vision. The fading rhythm of her heartbeat. She probably wouldn’t wake up, but for some reason, she wasn’t scared. Something about Dr. Komatsu’s recorder being broken seemed final. Like this was the way it was supposed to end.

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hopehaunted replied to your post: i kinda missed the parent talk but chi/aki would...

i feel like her and ko would both openly and love their children and make sure they knew, because their parents didn’t exactly do that for them tbh. Not that ko would ever want/have kids.

they can adopt monaka!

but also honestly w ko itd be like... one of the only cases where she WOULD potentially be ok with it being an accident, or at the very least she’d try to talk him into it at a certain point specifically because like. what if he dies? shouldnt they try to have some semblance of a family before that happens?? i dont think she’d be too daunted by the prospect of being a single mom because presumably their classmates are still in the picture and can likely help out. like, she might lose ko and their kid might not have a father at a certain point, but they would have over a dozen very devoted uncles and aunts

unrcmarkable replied to your post: i kinda missed the parent talk but chi/aki would...

i feel like if her and hajime had kids, he’d be the one that ALWAYS had to say no rip

ggheegehg honestly........... yeah. not always bc if it’s blatantly dangerous or unhealthy she’d know enough to be like “no, don’t do that” but hajime would have to be the one who reminds her kids should be in bed by 9 or that raw cookie dough is bad for you or that yes, she needs to go to school today, i don’t care if the new smash game is coming out

but at least once he explains it once she’d be like oh, you’re right, maybe we shouldn’t let our daughter play the first resident evil game even though it’s a classic

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--> @unrcmarkable

she’s been up for almost 38 hours straight, and it’s not like she got much sleep before that, either. hinata’s voice is just a dull ringing in her ears, but she manages to respond despite most of her focus being on the game in front of her.

“i have... a record i need to beat,” chiaki mumbles. “somebody logged... 500 hours in this game. i’m only at...”

she lost track at some point, so she did a quick estimate in her head.

“...492,” she says. “i just gotta go... eight more hours, and then i’ll be at the top again...” chiaki is unable to back down from a challenge when it comes to games. she has a reputation to maintain, after all.

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unrcmarkable replied to your post: im still bitter abt the time i saw somebody claim...

people shit on komaeda every day. And accuse him of shit he never did. That’s no reason to hold it against the character. Komaeda fans and komahina fans constantly get shamed, in my experience. Chiaki is my second favorite character in the game series. But I really don’t see any reason to compare her and komaeda?

see i’ve literally never seen the former happen, all i’ve seen is people shit on chiaki constantly about how much they hate her and wish she wasn’t around and just generally write her out of the series and sometimes pit her against komaeda like in the post youre replying to. i dont know if thats just the atmosphere on tumblr (im not involved in the fandom like anywhere else) but thats been my experience in this fandom, particularly after dr3

there was a time i couldnt really go into the dr tag and be comfortable because there was a confessions blog that was just full to the brim of people attacking chiaki (and the other female deuteragonists, like kirigiri)

but i did say in the post before that i dont hate komaeda and it’s not his fault if some people who claim to love him are gross in how they treat female characters and chiaki in particular, or if people in the fandom constantly boil him down to one or two personality traits

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unrcmarkable replied to your post: komaeda has no rights. komaeda is not protected...

i’ll fight you in the arby’s parking lot tbh

all four of the komaedaphobes, including komaeda, come dance stepping and snapping their fingers in sync into the parking lot

we’re ready for a rumble

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unrcmarkable replied to your post: hopehaunted replied to your post: i kinda missed...

i’m more talking about “no you can’t have ice cream for dinner” and “eat ur veggies” or “we don’t need to stop at mcdonalds” and stuff like that lol.

chiakis the one in the car going “MCDONALDS! MCDONALDS! MCDONALDS!” and hajime pulls over for the drive thru and orders one black coffee

+ im also here for any of the 77-b kids having their own kids and every single member of their class is now an honorary uncle or aunt. sonia’s out there giving this kid jewels for their birthday, hanamura insists on cooking them their first real meal, everyone at school knows not to mess with them or else the yakuza will get them- etc.

not everyone in class 77-b gets along all the time but they’re still family and theyd cut a bitch who messes with any of their family’s family

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unrcmarkable replied to your post: reminder that chi/aki lost literally everything...

Him and Chiaki need a freaking break rip

i’d suggest they take an all-expenses-paid spa cruise but chiaki hates the open ocean and gets horribly seasick so uhhhHHHH

komaeda. learn how to give spa days. its not that different from cleaning right? ur just cleaning the soul and mind and body instead of...... the floor