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Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β iβve lived my whole life afraid Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β itβs time for me to be brave
New Headers. They still need some work, but they look a lot better than they did.
Messing with my graphics. Iβm not the best with them, but Iβd like some honest criticism.
This is the old header.
This is the new header. Which one is better? I like the second because itβs all shaky and distorted. It fits the character better.
Simmer down... As I tear you apart.
If you could only see the beast you've made of me I held it in but now it seems you've set it running free The saints can't help me now, the ropes have been unbound I hunt for you with bloodied feet across the hallowed ground
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I had process in my folders so why not make a gif
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Β Β Β arguing with the ULTIMATE despair β the gambler is cracking into a MILLION pieces as each realization comes to rain down upon her. the very WEIGHT of the world settling upon her shoulders upon the SUCCESS of her worst gamble yet β she had always known from a young age that her talent had CONDEMNED her. and yet, celestia had ALWAYS assumed that such a condemnation would be something SWIFT β the gun going off in her hand one day and then SWEET nothingness. this had NEVER been a part of the game β a part of the plan.Β
Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β β and although she had been LONG damaged, the truth had BROKEN her.
Β Β Β was there EVER any other option? a girl filled with deceit and RAGE β hiding among pretty truths to cloak how UGLY she really was. she HATES junko enoshima and EVERYTHING she stands for. and yet β that SWIRLING despair has once again crept into her heart, dragging her DOWN more and more. she was no STRANGER to such things, killing her own father in the past as she sunk before only to CLAW her way back up. as she WATCHES junko go back into the ruins though β she KNOWS it is over. knows the TRUTH. this is her destiny. she DESERVES this punishment for her SINS for DESTROYING hope. she will DESTROY herself and others with the barest of TRUTHS. it only seems fitting for a grotesque thing like her.
Β Β Β and YET as she looks at that RUBBLE it is not so complete that she LACKS sympathy β destroyed by the DEATHS of her friends. it had not been as easy as she thought. when she HEARS a voice behind her she GASPS β the first unfamiliar one in who knows how LONG. asking as if she is REAL β that EARNS a harsh laugh, head shaking as she turns to cast scarlet hues upon the other strange girl. she just STANDS for a moment β a statue. how EASY it would be to fall back into her lies, so PAINLESS. but this is not what she deserves. celestia will PUNISH herself, rid herself of such a DEFINING trait and speak only the truth. oh so much has CHANGED so quickly.Β
Β Β Β Β Β Β Β β of COURSE iβm fucking real β well, i am ALIVE that is. everything ABOUT me is fake.Β β
Β Β Β blank words β spoken without emotion. how it HURTS to let such a truth slip blatently into the open. and yet she can RELISH in the pain it deals, feel it fill her entire form as she feels butterfly wings RIPPED from her back. she will never fly away again. no β now, she is grounded, and SOON she will die. arms cross before her chest as she turns to look at hopeβs peak β a SMILE on her face. far too calm for what she says next.Β
Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β β hopeβs peak? i killed it, of course. for that fucking swine enoshima. i PLAYED right into her god damned hand, you know? but theyβre all dead. at least they wonβt SUFFER β right?Β β
It takes her a moment to process what the doll-girl said. So many words with almost alien meanings. All dead? Enoshima? Hopeβs Peak destroyed? She appears as if she is deep in thought, but in reality, sheβs trying to understand how she should be feeling. What would the old her say? She had more of a connection to this place than the current Etsuko did. If only she could remember... This was the place that built her. The place that gaveΒ her Komatsu, and the place that took him away. The place that broke her and rebuilt her into this monster.
"HAHAHAHAHAHA~!Β You killed it? Really?β
It was only fitting. This place destroyed her, so it was only fair that it got destroyed too. If she knew howΒ she would profess her undying gratitude to this girl for undoing it. For putting an end to the evil of this place. Who cares if it was just being replaced with a brand new evil? Too bad she couldnβt be happy about it. The pitΒ grew, and with it the desire to fill it increased. terror was her only escape.Β
βYou must be a real monster! So scary! You killed everybody? But you donβt look scary!β
She considers provoking the doll-girl. A life-or-death battle between two monsters would be really scary, right? She hesitates. What if she dies? She has things to do, right? No, she canβt indulge now. She has to do... something for Doctor Komatsu. She snatches the pale girlβs wrist, It might seem like a threat, but she just wants to feel her pulse.Β
βHowβd you do it? How? How?β
unrcmarkableβ:
Β Dull. Thatβs the one word that could describe the state of the world. It was so unbelievably dull. What a shame. He thought despair would be unpredictable. It was for a while and yet now it was the status quo. The entire world was in despair. It was the same everywhere.Β
Β The same ruined streets. The only thing that changed was the signs. It all looked the same. Dead bodies left to rot and the overwhelming of death lingering in the air. Faceless nobodies dead by the thousands. Their lives snuffed out while the begged or screamed. Like they had no idea how pointless their existences were.Β
Β The same desperate survivors limping away and licking their wounds somewhereΒ βsafeβ. Falling into despair and becoming part of the disease that chewed on the bloody remains of this dull world. The scavengers that killed more innocents because they panic and fear theyβre despair. The innocents that kill scavengers for the same reason. People were predictable. Even if the world was interesting when the despair first started, it was all so boring now.Β
Β Perhaps thatβs why she is dead. Perhaps she saw this would happen. Perhaps it already had begun to bore her. All were possible. After all, she was predictable as well. In her own abnormal way.Β
Β He sees a survivor before him. He had moved away from the main street and into the backstreets because of a group of people gathered on the main street. He could tell they were one some sort of witch hunt. He didnβt feel like killing them. It would serve no purpose and waste energy. Though he considered approaching because at least the number would have posed an issue for the Talented.Β
Β But he rationalized it would go like any other fight he got in. His way. He is loved by talent, after all. It would be dull to approach them. The same old song and dance, or so they say. The maddened look in their eyes spoke volumes about their mental state. Even if he cannot feel, he can tell when others had fallen to despair. Itβs easy. After all, it was the new status quo.Β
Β The woman may have been injured. She dropped to her knees. He assumed she wouldnβt be much of a threat if she was well, but even less so now. She would surely die soon. That angry mob wanting to shed blood would find her and she would be another faceless nobody. Another corpse lining these ruined streets.Β
Β He approached and once he got closer, he could see any noticeable injuries on her. She was inspecting an object, perhaps a tape recorder. Disappointing. The recorder likely held some sort of sentimental value. She seemed upset far more than one should be for an inanimateΒ object.Β
Β He should walk past without even responding to the soon-to-be-dead girl. And yet, he found himself curious. There is no despair in her eyes. As a matter of fact, she seems calmly upset. As strange as that sounds.Β
Β βThereβs an angry mob searching the streets. If you remain here, you will die.β He says.Β
Β He could tell there was something strange about her. She had captured his interest only because of that look in her eyes. Perhaps it reminded him of his own. Perhaps he was curious. It didnβt matter. She would be disappointingly dull too.Β
Terosore couldnβt pick up on emotions well. With this guy, it was even harder than normal. She sensed nothing in his tone. His words, however, were clear. Stay here, and you will die. Die? She collected the broken pieces of the tape recorder in her hands, turning over the device, she sees a hastily-written note on the back.
You are Terosore Etsuko. The man who gave you this is Dr. Komatsu. You made him a promise that you must not forget. You want to get better. Play the tape if you donβt remember.
She couldnβt get better if she was dead, right? Death was the end for her. Even if she couldnβt remember anymore, did that mean she wanted to die? To never get better? If she wasnβt afraid to die, what was the point in anything? She focused on those thoughts, reminded herself that when she was like this, she was so vulnerable that basically anyone could easily kill her. She would die if she stayed here. At that instant, her heart rate spiked and she was awake again.
With newfound vigor, Etsuko shot to her feet. She hurriedly crammed the broken recorder in her jacket pocket. Her hands clasped together, in some vain attempt to control the trembling. She locked eyes with the stranger. His eyes were cold and empty, just like... Just like hers when she wasnβt with the terror.Β
βIβll die? Really? But... Iβm already dead.β
The adrenaline coursing through her animated her a bit more. With a clammy hand, she gingerly touched the strangerβs face, while the other grabbed for her weapon. Itβs killing edge was soon against his throat. SHe kept waiting for the telltale look of absolute terror to appear but it didnβt.Β
βYouβre not... scared... of me?β
Real fears can go away, right? What about the ones you canβt see?
BOLD any fears which apply to your muse. ITALICIZE what makes them uncomfortable.
the dark β fire β open water β deep water β being alone β crowded spaces β confined spacesΒ β change β failure β war β loss of control β powerlessness β prison β blood β drowning β suffocation β public speaking β natural animals β the supernatural β heights β death β dying β intimacy β rejection β abandonment β loss β the unknown β the future β not being good enough β scary stories β speaking to new people β poverty β loud noisesΒ β being touched β forgetting
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