#unrulyselfship

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I'm not posting this to my art blog but ya'll can have the mudad brain rot that slapped me over the head like a baseball bat tonight

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Today was kind of rotten so one more thought before bed. I've been thinking of a time in RyDio future where things are not perfect but they're happy and trying their best. The windows are open and they're talking, but not really about anything in particular. She's crocheting a new blanket and he's working on a model ship, both of them doing their tasks with little success. But even in the nothing and lack of progress, they're there together and catch each other's eye and the glimmer of a smile before starting back up on a nothing conversation again 😩💖

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Thinking of that dumb fucking "is the dress blue and black or white and gold?" debate. I know Rydia would see it as white and gold and Dio would see it as black and blue, and they'd fight about it so bad they end up sleeping in completely different hemispheres of the house until they fuck nasty and make up about it.

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Valentine's is tomorrow and I'm thinking about art I got from Chunkiimilk of Rydia and Dio again 😩💖💖💖

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Hello AO3 friends! Remember when I said I was working on a physical binding of Amorous Deposition? Here's some progress photos of how that's going!

I misunderstood how certain pages were typeset so my title, publishing information, dedication, and quote pages are one page off from where I want them but I'm quite pleased with how they look otherwise!

Each chapter has a cityscape header! With the final chapter getting a special Paris cityscape. Any photos/graphics were open license!

And finally the spine's current French Link & Kettle stitch binding! Now this bad boy goes into the book press until I can get cloth for the spine and begin the gluing/cover building process!!

I'm still very much a beginner with this but oh man has this been such a delight to work on!

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Having one of my classic Woke Up At 4AM For No Reason Nights and it's good for once because I woke up to art I commed from @penny-lane-123 of Rydia and Dio in their lil wedding outfits 🥺💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

The way I am obsessed with them and their different expressions is unreal. The way I am projecting onto them is unrealer. Thank you so much Penny 😭💖💖💖

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I got to comm chunkiimilk again for Rydio art and I am so fucking (TM) Normal about the end result oh my god.

I love this so much oh my god? Just? THEY'RE SO COZY AND COMFY AND????? I LOVE?????

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The server is on one and I'm also on one but embarrassed so I'm gonna be on one in private but thinking about RyDio semi breeding kink hours. She'd give him a pathetic little smile mid missionary when she's already real tired and just bat her eyelashes "put a baby in me?" and that's it she's done for. Knees? To her chest. His determination? Unyielding. The neighbors? Uncomfortably aware.