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[stormblessed7]

Maybe the reflection I fell in love with was only a hypocritical illusion, the appearance of righteousness and honor in your blood. My heart broke when you yourself did what you accused me of doing, with all the hatred in your body: the generalization and stigmatization of thoughts as evil and as the enemy. You appear righteous and feel righteous through a fascist’s rhetorical device. I am heartbroken J. .

[careadamn]

I hate to be the one to break this to you, but just sometimes, the one who saves all needs someone to save them too!!

[rxbonisblog]

It's just another night

And I'm staring at the moon

I saw a shooting star

And thought of you

I sang a lullaby

By the waterside and knew

If you were here,

I'd sing to you

You're on the other side

As the skyline splits in two

I'm miles away from seeing you

I can see the stars

From America

I wonder, do you see them, too?

🥺✨

[wavyhairlikeliberace]

I'm hopelessly in love with you. I don't know. I'm overdramatic for some reason. One second I'm obsessed with you and then I get scared and feel like running. I know that's ridiculously obnoxious. I don't know what to do with myself. I don't know what to say. Not sure if you remember or not. I once wrote you the longest message imaginable to keep myself awake until you were back, I don't even remember what I wrote, and with that message I said you didn't need to read it. But you did read it all and said you had to because I wrote it. I was really touched in that moment. From the beginning there was something about you, you were different, I clicked with you. I can't say why or pinpoint an exact moment. I remember sending you messages saying that I've missed you, despite only "knowing" you for a few days. Talking to you felt easy. I wanted to have you with me at all times. The first time we talked on the phone I was really nervous and I was annoyed with my self because my voice kept breaking. You are always so calm and collected, almost like there is nothing that could startle you. I don't know if that's the case, but that's how I see you. I want to open up to you and tell you about myself, but sometimes I wonder if you even want to know. I have all these second thoughts in the back of my mind and I start to be even more insecure than I usually am. I love you.

We talked about me being insecure a lot. And that there is no reason to be. There shouldn't be one. My love for you changes, is renewed and always different. As I'm typing this I don't think I will send this. I will probably copy this and keep it to myself. Or at least hide from you. That's a funny thought. I hope you're okay, I hope you love me as much as I do love you. Or at least 51%. Why 51 you ask? Because that means you love me more than you love me not. I win. You love me.

[inyenyerong-puyat]

Hindi na ako bumati nung birthday mo kasi alam ko rin namang hindi mo rin papansinin. Tsaka siguro okay na yun para hindi na rin ako nakakagulo sa buhay na meron ka ngayon.

Nakikita ko naman sa mga pictures mo na muka kang masaya kahit nasa malayo ka at hindi kasama ang mga kaibigan mo at pamilya mo.

At dahil dun, siguro kaya ko na rin sabihin sa sarili ko yung mga napapanuod ko sa mga movie na masaya na akong masaya ka kahit hindi na ako ng dahilan.

I just hope lang na you will take care of yourself and magiingat ka lagi kahit saan ka man dalhin ng mga pangarap mo.

Naniniwala ako sa'yo. Lagi.

:)

You are still God's gift to everyone, Bei. Always remember that.

[knownhag]

[a-nasty-sia]

изтрито.

здравей. как си? как върви живота ти? намери ли си по-добра работа? надявам се да си, заслужаваш го.

минаха почти 5 месеца откакто си писахме за последно. в началото, като светнеше екрана на телефона и мислех, че си ти, но с времето установих, че са напразни надежди.

често се сещам за теб. а ти? мислиш ли понякога за мен? чувстваш ли се гузно? мислел ли си, че можеше да свърши по друг начин? липсвам ли ти?

ти ми липсваш. беше ми приятно да те виждам, макар и рядко, да си говорим за нашите си неща и да те разсмивам. все още се оглеждам, с чистото съзнание, че няма никакъв шанс да те видя.

има ли моменти, в които те връхлитат спомените като ураган? ако да - как се справяш? на мен ми е доста трудно в тези моменти и ми се ще да ми дадеш съвет.

как се чувстваш като всеки път виждаш последното ми съобщение? не ти ли минава поне замалко през главата да ми отговориш? аз често отварям чата. пиша и трия, пиша и трия. в крайна сметка нищо не пращам. знам, че няма смисъл.

май зададох много въпроси. но реално само един ме мъчи -

какво те накара да си тръгнеш без дори да кажеш дума?

е, май е това.

съжалявам за притеснението. приятна вечер.

скоро пак няма да ти пиша. :)

*изтрий*

- а.д.(ът)

[dilokino]

Me x1000000000000000