"Half of the life gone fighting our own battles and other half trying to make those assholes happy!"
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"Half of the life gone fighting our own battles and other half trying to make those assholes happy!"
-awantika😇✌
Blessings are not original, Curses are from heart!
-awantika😇
Thoughts that wonder
Sometimes, on days like this that are seemingly bleak and off putting strange I wonder the what if’s, how comes and why’s? Like for starters I wonder about going back in time ( haven’t we all?) and again my brain is like what if...? Like it would really change anything. We all have thoughts some more running astray then others but still the same result. Maybe I’m bored and lonely in my own company ? Maybe depressed? I don’t have the answers, I think we all ponder and wonder the seemingly same old questions. Sure their is quite a lot I wish for like having a family and friends like most do ( or maybe most THINK they do) but we are sociable creatures and need that simple thing called ‘ sociability’. I have none of such things. I have acquaintances, work people I vibe with but not the ‘friends’ from like childhood where people grew up with (I moved a lot as a kid with parents being divorced when I was about roughly in the 2nd - 3rd grade). Ever since my Nana passed and went astray to live at my mothers things changed. No more being included in family events, the feeling of being part of the family, being asked periodically “how are you?”. I get none of those things. You look around and people have siblings and aunts etc. they go out with and share moments but I have none. The last phone call I received was from my father telling me my aunt passed away. I long for the feeling of belonging whether in a social network or family , it’s the same in my bleak eyes. For now, I ponder and wonder because I, myself am the only person to talk to.
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My life consists of coffee, books and tumblr
We all have our own private hell-holes Where we stare at a white brick wall Its blankness a meeting point with the state of sanity The drone which dances in your ears Conditions fear to footsteps outside locked doors
The fear of a knock Which will shatter the sanctuary Of unsociability
How not to . . .
make friends. Influence people. Speak well in public. Get free drinks. Basically, I'm living up to my nickname "the most unsociable & unclubbable woman" and leaving a trail of broken hearts and ripped up letters in my wake.
Still don't understand? Look it up:
unsociable [ʌnˈsəʊʃəbəl]adj1. (of a person) disinclined to associate or fraternize with others2. unconducive to social intercourse an unsociable neighbourhoodunsociability , unsociableness nunsociable