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People are so dumbfoundedly fake. I always say “people only are there for their own gain”. It clearly stands to be true . Little things I seemingly catch up on and I lean a lot towards ‘benefit of the doubt’ - too good for my own. This is why I have trust issues and many will claim to have friends and thus I do not - not even a soul. I have my other half and that’s it . Everyone else is a flake , unreal and untrue to themselves and others around. Simply lacking genuineness. Maybe , that’s why I have no friends - due to seeing right through the bullshit of a disguise . And yet again here I am reminded “people are only there for their own gain”. There’s a reason wolves ride alone than in packs .

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What’s on my mind ?

One word : closure .

Why must the human mind need closure and fabricate this obsession over spoken words and simply can not make our own for ourselves?

#closure #thoughts

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Thoughts that wonder

Sometimes, on days like this that are seemingly bleak and off putting strange I wonder the what if’s, how comes and why’s? Like for starters I wonder about going back in time ( haven’t we all?) and again my brain is like what if...? Like it would really change anything. We all have thoughts some more running astray then others but still the same result. Maybe I’m bored and lonely in my own company ? Maybe depressed? I don’t have the answers, I think we all ponder and wonder the seemingly same old questions. Sure their is quite a lot I wish for like having a family and friends like most do ( or maybe most THINK they do) but we are sociable creatures and need that simple thing called ‘ sociability’. I have none of such things. I have acquaintances, work people I vibe with but not the ‘friends’ from like childhood where people grew up with (I moved a lot as a kid with parents being divorced when I was about roughly in the 2nd - 3rd grade). Ever since my Nana passed and went astray to live at my mothers things changed. No more being included in family events, the feeling of being part of the family, being asked periodically “how are you?”. I get none of those things. You look around and people have siblings and aunts etc. they go out with and share moments but I have none. The last phone call I received was from my father telling me my aunt passed away. I long for the feeling of belonging whether in a social network or family , it’s the same in my bleak eyes. For now, I ponder and wonder because I, myself am the only person to talk to.

#unsociability #wonderingthoughts #owncompany #tumblrjournal

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Blessed Samhain to all the known and unknown 🖤🔮🕯

What I’ve learned in life is through the struggles , when you invoke energy it doesn’t stop there . YOU put your foot in the door and make shit happen , the energy that is made along aides as a strong hold for what is to come and smooths the potholes .