i just want someone to hold
i genuinely just need to be loved, like im always so happy when i have a good talking stage or gf/bf.
i want to meet up w him so bad, i just want him to come over and i want to watch ponyo w him and just hold him because genuinely all i need is male attention irl. i dont care if hes younger hes still attracted to me and he shows it and thats all i need.
i feel so stupid because i have a feeling deep down all he wants is my body, thats all anyone wants from me but i accept it as long as i can get my hand held.













